Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3)
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Oliver paid heavy penalties for his ambition, in the Masonic
Hall—converted for the nonce into a drill hall—and in the
five-acre field, where the volunteers went through their exercise.
Discipline alone prevented Jack Dadd and his cronies from roaring and
rolling about with laughter at the recruit’s disqualifications and
misdemeanours. After many evenings’ enforced attendance and irksome
drudgery, at the hall and in the field, and a journey along with some
scores of excited men cooped up in the insufficient accommodation of
a limited number of railway carriages, followed by a march of several
miles through clouds of dust in order to perform a series of wildly
entangled evolutions, before a general officer, who smiled grimly at
the performance, and marked out Oliver for particular reprobation,
Oliver counted disconsolately his gains from the extensive sacrifice
of his leisure. He was on easier terms with Jack Dadd and the rest,
since they had at least one more subject in common. He was invited as a
matter of course, and had, indeed, a right, to join the others in what
Jack called their ‘watering,’ and which might more appropriately have
been styled their ‘beering,’ and their occasional little suppers at
the inns they affected after drill. These young men of the people were
not dissipated fellows farther than what was implied by the fact that
certain members, like Jack, were inclined to aspire to a flavour of
dissipation as an element in manliness. Their gambling was to a very
limited extent, though it might reach to the bottom of their slenderly
lined purses, in stakes of small silver at the billiard table, which
an enterprising Friarton innkeeper had provided for them, as well as
for their betters, in addition to cribbage boards and packs of cards.
The noise and riot into which the high spirits of the company broke out
at times might be a little coarse, but it was not more outrageous than
the mad nonsense which Oliver had witnessed, and, sober-minded as he
was for the most part, had joined in, occasionally, when well-bred lads
met in each other’s rooms on the banks of the Isis. For that matter,
its utterance served in both cases as a safety-valve for the exuberance
of life, the joy in existence, which soon enough expends itself and is
replaced by a burden of care, worry and weariness, even when men stop
short of bitterness of heart and despair of spirit.