Pointed roofs : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 1 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Pointed roofs : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 1
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Clara Bergmann followed. Miriam watched her as she took her place at the
piano--how square and stout she looked and old, careworn, like a woman
of forty. She had high square shoulders and high square hips--her brow
was low and her face thin broad and flat. Her eyes were like the eyes of
a dog and her thin-lipped mouth long and straight until it went steadily
down at the corners. She wore a large fringe like Harriett's--and a thin
coil of hair filled the nape of her neck. She played, without music, her
face lifted boldly. The notes rang out in a prelude of unfinished
phrases--the kind, Miriam noted, that had so annoyed her father in what
he called new-fangled music--she felt it was going to be a brilliant
piece--fireworks--execution--style--and sat up self-consciously and
fixed her eyes on Clara's hands. "Can you see the hands?" she remembered
having heard someone say at a concert. How easily they moved. Clara
still sat back, her face raised to the light. The notes rang out like
trumpet-calls as her hands dropped with an easy fling and sprang back
and dropped again. What loose wrists she must have, thought Miriam. The
clarion notes ceased. There was a pause. Clara threw back her head, a
faint smile flickered over her face, her hands fell gently and the music
came again, pianissimo, swinging in an even rhythm. It flowed from those
clever hands, a half-indicated theme with a gentle, steady, throbbing
undertow. Miriam dropped her eyes--she seemed to have been listening
long--that wonderful light was coming again--she had forgotten her
sewing--when presently she saw, slowly circling, fading and clearing,
first its edge, and then, for a moment the whole thing, dripping,
dripping as it circled, a weed-grown mill-wheel.... She recognised it
instantly. She had seen it somewhere as a child--in Devonshire--and
never thought of it since--and there it was. She heard the soft swish
and drip of the water and the low humming of the wheel. How beautiful
... it was fading.... She held it--it returned--clearer this time and
she could feel the cool breeze it made, and sniff the fresh earthy scent
of it, the scent of the moss and the weeds shining and dripping on its
huge rim. Her heart filled. She felt a little tremor in her throat. All
at once she knew that if she went on listening to that humming wheel and
feeling the freshness of the air, she would cry. She pulled herself
together, and for a while saw only a vague radiance in the room and the
dim forms grouped about. She could not remember which was which. All
seemed good and dear to her. The trumpet notes had come back, and in a
few moments the music ceased.... Someone was closing the great doors
from inside the schoolroom. As the side behind which she was sitting
swung slowly to, she caught a glimpse, through the crack, of four boys
with close-cropped heads, sitting at the long table. The gas was out and
the room was dim, but a reading-lamp in the centre of the table cast its
light on their bowed heads.