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Fräulein Pfaff rose and moved away. The girls were arranging the chairs
in two rows--plates and cups were collected and carried away. It dawned
on Miriam that they were going to have prayers. What a wet-blanket on
her evening. Everything had been so bright and exciting so far.
Obviously they had prayers every night. She felt exceedingly
uncomfortable. She had never seen prayers in a sitting-room. It had been
nothing at school--all the girls standing in the drill-room, rows of
voices saying "adsum," then a Collect and the Lord's Prayer.
A huge Bible appeared on a table in front of Fräulein's high-backed
chair. Miriam found herself ranged with the girls, sitting in an
attentive hush. There was a quiet, slow turning of pages, and then a
long indrawn sigh and Fräulein's clear, low, even voice, very gentle,
not caustic now but with something child-like about it, "Und da kamen
die Apostel zu Ihm...." Miriam had a moment of revolt. She would not sit
there and let a woman read the Bible at her ... and in that "smarmy"
way.... In spirit she rose and marched out of the room. As the English
pupil-teacher bound to suffer all things or go home, she sat on.
Presently her ear was charmed by Fräulein's slow clear enunciation, her
pure unaspirated North German. It seemed to suit the narrative--and the
narrative was new, vivid and real in this new tongue. She saw presently
the little group of figures talking by the lake and was sorry when
Fräulein's voice ceased.
Solomon Martin was at the piano. Someone handed Miriam a shabby little
paper-backed hymn-book. She fluttered the leaves. All the hymns appeared
to have a little short-lined verse, under each ordinary verse, in small
print. It was in English--she read. She fumbled for the title-page and
then her cheeks flamed with shame, "Moody and Sankey." She was
incredulous, but there it was, clearly enough. What was such a thing
doing here?... Finishing school for the daughters of gentlemen.... She
had never had such a thing in her hands before.... Fräulein could not
know.... She glanced at her, but Fräulein's cavernous mouth was serenely
open and the voices of the girls sang heartily, "Whenhy--_com_eth.
Whenhy--_com_eth, to _make_-up his _jew_els----" These girls, Germany,
that piano.... What did the English girls think? Had anyone said
anything? Were they chapel? Fearfully, she told them over. No. Judy
might be, and the Martins perhaps, but not Gertrude, nor Jimmie, nor
Millie. How did it happen? What was the German Church? Luther--Lutheran.
She longed for the end.
She glanced through the book--frightful, frightful words and choruses.
The girls were getting on to their knees.
Oh dear, every night. Her elbows sank into soft red plush.
She was to have time for practising--and that English lesson--the
first--Oxford, decisive for--educated people....
Fräulein's calm voice came almost in a whisper, "Vater unser ... der Du
bist im Himmel," and the murmuring voices of the girls followed her.