Pointed roofs : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 1 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Pointed roofs : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 1
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She hated, too, the discomfort of walking thus at this pace through
streets along pavements in her winter clothes. They hampered her
horribly. Her heavy three-quarter length cloth coat made her too warm
and bumped against her as she hurried along--the little fur pelerine
which redeemed its plainness tickled her neck and she felt the outline
of her stiff hat like a board against her uneasy forehead. Her
inflexible boots soon tired her.... But these things she could have
endured. They were not the main source of her troubles. She could have
renounced the delights all round her, made terms with the discomforts
and looked for alleviations. But it was during these walks that she
began to perceive that she was making, in a way she had not at all
anticipated, a complete failure of her rôle of English teacher. The
three weeks' haphazard curriculum had brought only one repetition of her
English lesson in the smaller schoolroom; and excepting at meals, when
whatever conversation there was was general and polyglot, she was never,
in the house, alone with her German pupils. The cessation of the fixed
readings arranged with her that first day by Fräulein Pfaff did not, in
face of the general absence of method, at all disturb her.
Mademoiselle's classes had, she discovered, except for the weekly
mending long since lapsed altogether. These walks, she soon realised,
were supposed to be her and her pupils' opportunity. No doubt Fräulein
Pfaff believed that they represented so many hours of English
conversation--and they did not. It was cheating, pure and simple. She
thought of fee-paying parents, of the probable prospectus. "French and
English governesses."
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