Pretty Geraldine, the New York Salesgirl; or, Wedded to Her Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Pretty Geraldine, the New York Salesgirl; or, Wedded to Her Choice
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"How does Love speak?
In the proud spirit suddenly grown meek
The haughty heart grown humble; in the tender
And unnamed light that floods the world with splendor,
In the shy touch of hands that thrill and tremble.
In looks and lips that can no more dissemble--
Thus doth Love speak!"
"Oh, Cissy, I want you to promise me to come in and see him to-night,"
pleaded Geraldine, humbly. "I am sure you will be charmed with him, he
is so good and so handsome."
"So you said of Mr. Standish," reminded Cissy.
Geraldine blushed, but answered, warmly:
"I know I did; but--Mr. Hawthorne is nicer than the actor--oh, ever so
much nicer! And"--slyly--"you will like him, Cissy, because he is as
much opposed to my going on the stage as you are."
"Then I shall cultivate his acquaintance," declared Cissy, beamingly.
And she was almost as anxious for his coming that night as Geraldine
was herself.
But, as we have seen, both were disappointed.
Harry Hawthorne lay ill and suffering at the hospital, and there was no
one to tell Geraldine the story of his accident.
Her young heart was heavy with pain and wonder all the next day, but
still no message came to explain or excuse his failure to keep his
engagement.
Only some fair young girl as loving and tender as our sweet Geraldine,
who has been disappointed as she was, can realize her silent grief that
day as she stood behind the counter, patiently waiting on exacting
customers and trying to seem cheerful and interested when she was
longing to be alone in her own room, to bury her head in the pillow and
have a good, comforting cry.
She was wretched with doubt and suspense.
And only yesterday she had been so wildly happy.
Late in the afternoon Clifford Standish came into the store to buy a
pair of gloves.
He was bright, smiling, and elegant as ever, and chatted gayly with
Geraldine.
"I have some good news for you this evening," he whispered, but the
girl scarcely smiled.
She knew that he would not bring her any tidings of Harry Hawthorne,
and it seemed to her that she cared for nothing else.
How strange is love when it enters the heart as a guest, shutting out
interest in everything else--strange, subtle, sweet, and absorbingly
selfish.
Geraldine forgot how well she had liked the actor, and how she had
quarreled with Cissy for his sake.
His attentions were repugnant to her now, and she wished ardently to be
rid of him.
But her tender, girlish heart reproached her for her fickleness, and
she thought it would seem ungrateful to snub him now.
So she only smiled at him plaintively, assuming an interest she did not
feel.
Bending across the counter, he whispered, so that Cissy could not hear:
"I beg your pardon, but did your new admirer--did he call last night?"
"No-o," faltered the girl, and she could hardly keep the tears from her
eyes.
"Why, that is strange. What prevented him from keeping his engagement?"
"I do not know."