Pretty Geraldine, the New York Salesgirl; or, Wedded to Her Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Pretty Geraldine, the New York Salesgirl; or, Wedded to Her Choice
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They traveled from town to town, staying just a night or two in each
place, usually drawing full houses, and Geraldine proved a great
attraction, winning always so much admiration that it was a wonder her
pretty little head was not turned by flattery.
It might have been had not her heart been so sore over its brief,
broken love-dream.
To have known a man but two brief, bright, happy days, and not be able
to forget him, it was absurd, she thought, in desperate rebellion
against her own heart.
And yet, through the busy weeks of travel, study, and acting, Harry
Hawthorne's image staid in her mind, and his voice rang through her
dreams, sweet and low and tender as it had always been to her whenever
he spoke.
In her waking hours she knew him light and false; in her dreams he was
always tender and true, and inexpressibly dear.
"Last night in my deep sleep I dreamed of you--
Again the old love woke in me and thrived
On looks of fire, on kisses, and sweet words
Like silver waters purling in a stream--
A dream--a dream!"
Through all the changing days in which the silent struggle against a
hopeless love went on in her young heart, Clifford Standish was ever
near, patient, tender, devoted, telling her with his yearning eyes the
love she was not ready to listen to yet.
And in spite of herself, Geraldine found a subtle comfort in his
devotion.
It was a balm of healing to her proud heart, so deeply wounded by Harry
Hawthorne's trifling.
Many hearts have been caught in the rebound in this fashion, many true
loves won.
True, there are many proud ones who do not prize a love they can only
have because it has been scornfully refused by another.
They will say, resentfully:
"I will not accept a love that is given me only because it was left by
one who did not prize it."
Others, more humble, will gladly accept the grateful love of a wounded
heart that finds consolation in their tenderness.
Clifford Standish, madly in love with Geraldine, was glad to accept
such crumbs of love as might fall to him from the royal feast that had
been spread for Harry Hawthorne.
So he hovered by her side, he paid her the most delicate attentions,
anticipating every wish, and found ample reward as he saw himself
gaining in her grateful regard.
At the same time the arch-traitor was intercepting the few letters that
came to her, and the ones she wrote to Miss Carroll.
For Geraldine had long ago gotten over her pet with her friend, since
she know in her heart how dear she was to Cissy, and that the girl had
advised her for her own good.
Geraldine had found out that the career of an actress--even a young,
pretty, and popular one--is not always strewn with roses.