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Alma's voice, strangely free, softly lifted a little above its usual
note, but happy and full, as it was with outsiders with whom she was at
her best, took possession of the set scene. His voice came in answer,
deferring, like that of a delighted guest. Presently they were all in an
enchantment. From some small point of departure she had carried them off
abroad, into an Italian holiday. He urged her on with his voice, his
eyes returning perpetually from the business of his meal to rest in
admiring delight upon her face. It was lovely, radiant, full of the joy
of the theme she had set in the midst and was holding there with bright
reflective voice, unattained by the little bursts of laughter, piling up
her monologue, laughing her own laughter in its place, leading on little
bridges of gay laughter that did not break her speech, to the points of
her stories. All absurd. All making the places she described
pathetically absurd, and mysterious strangers, square German housewives
and hotel people, whom Miriam knew she would forever remember as they
looked in Alma's tales, and love, absurd. But vivid; each place, the
look and the sound and the very savour of it, each person....
By the end of dinner, in the midst of eating a peach, Alma was
impersonating a fat shiny Italian opera star, flinging out without
losing her dainty charm, a scrap of a rolling cadence, its swift final
run up and up in curling trills to leap clear at the end to a single
note, terrifically high, just touched and left on the air, the fat
singer silent below it, unmoved and more mountainous than before.
Hypo was wholly won by the enchantment she had felt and cast. His face
was smooth with the pleasure that wreathed it whenever he passed,
listening, from laughter that was not of his own making, to more
laughter. He carried Alma off to the study with the bright eagerness he
gave to an entertaining guest, but intimately, with his arm through
hers.
They sat side by side on the wide settee. There was to be no music. He
did not want to go away by himself to the other end of the room and make
music. Sitting forward with his hands clasped, towards Alma enthroned,
he suddenly improvised a holiday abroad.... "We'll go mad, stark staring
mad. Switzerland. Your ironmongery in my rucksack and off we'll go."
To go away, not the wonderful eventful holiday life here; to go away,
with Alma, was reward and holiday for him.... This life, with its
pattern of guests was the hard work of everyday? These times abroad were
the bright points of their long march together? Then if this life and
its guests were so little, she was once more near to them. She had
shared their times abroad, by first unconsciously kindling them to go.
And presently they were deferring to her. It was strange that having
preceded them, created, even with them, the sense of advantage
persisting so long after they had outdone in such wide sweeps the scope
of her small experience.