"The wives, Miriam, will go to heaven when they die." He turned on his
laugh to the men in the background; and gathered their amused agreement
in a swift glance. They had both risen and were standing, exposed by the
frankness of their spokesman, silent in polite embarrassment. They
_really_ thought, these two nice men, that something had been said. The
spell of the evening was broken up. The show had been given. Dream
picture of moving life. Entertainment and warm forgetfulness. Everyone
enchanted and alive. Now was the time for talk, exchange; beginning with
the shattering of Hypo's silly idea. How could men have experience?
Nothing would make them discover themselves. Either of them. Perhaps the
tall man....
"Men as they are," she began, trusting to the travelling power of her
mental picture of him as an exception, "might go----"
But her words were lost. Alma had come forward and was saying her good
nights, hurriedly. They were to go, just as everything was beginning.
All chance of truth was caught, in a social trap. The men were to be
left, with their illusions, to talk their monstrous lies, unchecked.
Imagining they were really talking, because there was no one to
contradict. Unfair.
She rose perforce and got through her part. It was idiotic, a shameful
farce. Evening dress and the set scene, so beautifully arranged, were
suddenly shameful and useless. Taken to bits; silly. She seemed to be
taking leave of herself, three separate selves, united in the blessed
relief of getting rid of the women. In the person of the tall man she
strode gracefully across the room to open the door for Alma and herself,
breaking out, with the two other men, at once, before the door was
closed, with immeasurable relief, into the abrupt chummy phrases of old
friends newly met.
CHAPTER IV
The tiger stepping down his blue plaque. The one thing in the room that
nothing could influence. All the other single beautiful things change.
They are beautiful, for a moment, again and again; giving out their
expression, and presently frozen stiff, having no expression. The blue
plaque, intense fathomless eastern blue, the thick spiky grey-green
sharply shaped leaves, going up forever, the heavy striped beast forever
curving through, his great paw always newly set on the base of the
plaque; inexhaustible, never looked at enough; always bringing the same
joy.... If ever the memory of this room fades away, the blue plaque will
remain.
Mr. Hancock was coming upstairs. In a moment she would know whether any
price had been paid; any invisible appointment irrevocably missed.
"Good morning." The everyday tone. Not the tone of welcome after a
holiday.
"Good morning. I'm so sorry I could not get back yesterday."
"Yes ... I suppose it could not be helped." He was annoyed. Perhaps even
a little suspicious....
"You see, my brother-in-law thought I was still on holiday and free to
take my sister home."
"I trust it is not anything serious."