Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
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That cloaked her before the clamorous silence. She was an observant
intelligent woman; approved. _He_ would never imagine that the hurriedly
borrowed words meant, to her, nothing but a shadow of doubt cast across
the earnest little socialist. But they carried her across the landing.
And here, at the head of the stairs, was the show case of cold Unitarian
literature. Yet another world. Bright, when she had first become aware
of it, with freedom from the problem of Christ, offering, until she had
met its inhabitants face to face, a congenial home. Sending her away, at
a run, from cold humorous intellectuality. She paused in front of the
case, avoiding the sight of the well-known, chilly titles of the books,
to read what had gathered in her mind during the evening.
A group of people who had come out just behind her were going down the
stairs arguing in high-pitched, public platform voices from the surfaces
of their associated minds. Not saying what they thought. Not thinking.
Strong and controlled enough to keep within pattern of clever words.
Most of them had been born to it. Born on the stage of clever words,
which yet meant nothing to them. But to one or two people in the society
these words _did_ mean something....
Nothing came after they had passed but the refrain that had been the
mental accompaniment of her listening throughout the evening, stepping
forth now as part of a high-pitched argumentative to and fro. Her part,
if she could join in and shout them all down. Sounding irrelevant and
yet coming right down to earth, one small part of a picture puzzle set
in place ... a clue.
"Any number of barristers," she vociferated in her mind, going on down
the shallow stair, "take up JOURNALISM. Get into Parliament. On the
_strength_ of being both educated and _articulate_. Weapons, giving an
unfair advantage. The easy touch of prominence. Only a good nervous
system wanted. They are psychologists. Up to a point. Enough to convince
nice busy people, rushing through life without time to bethink
themselves. Enough to alarm and threaten and cajole. They can raise
storms; in newspapers. And brandish about by _name_, at their centres,
like windmills, kept going by the wind of their psychological
cheap-jackery. Yes, sir. Psychological cheap-jackery.... Purple-faced
John Bull paterfamilias. Paterfamiliarity. Avenging his state by hitting
out.... With an eye for a pretty face....
The little man had no _axe_ to grind. That was the only test. An
Englishman, and a barrister, and yet awake to foreign art. His opaque
English temperament not weakened by it; but worn a little transparent.
He would be silent in an instant before a superior testimony.
He did not count on anything. When Socialism came, he would be placed in
an administrative post, and would fill it quietly, working harder than
ever.