Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
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And all the time the Wimpole Street days had glowed more and more with
the forgotten story. Thanks to the scraps of detail in Mr. Leyton's
confidences she had lived in the family of girls, centred round their
widowed mother in the large old suburban house, garden girt, and
bordering on countrified open spaces. She imagined it always sunlit, and
knew that it rang all the morning with the echoes of work and laughter,
and the sharp-tongued ironic commentary of a family of Harrietts freed
from the shadows that had surrounded Harriett's young gaiety, by the
presence of an income, small but secure. The bustle of shared work, all
exquisitely done in the exacting, rewarding old-fashioned way, nothing
bought that could be home-made, filled each morning with an engrossing
life of its own, lit, by a surrounding endless glory, and left the house
a prepared gleaming orderliness, and the girls free to retreat to a
little room where a sewing machine was enthroned amidst a licensed
disorder of fashion papers, with coloured plates, and things in process
of making according to the newest mode, from oddments carefully selected
at the west-end sales. When they were there, during the times of busy
work following on consultations and decisions, gossip broke forth; and
thrilling the tones of their gossiping voices, and shining all about
them, obliterating the walls of the room and the sense of the day and
the hour, was a bright eternity of recurring occasions, when the sum of
their household labours blossomed unto fulfilment ... at-home days;
calls; winter dances; huge picnic parties in the summer, to which they
went, riding capably, in their clever home-made cycling costumes on
brilliantly gleaming bicycles. And all the year round, shed over each
revolving week, the glamour of Sunday ... the perpetual rising up,
amongst the varying seasons and days, of a single unvarying shape,
standing, in the morning quiet, chill and accusing between them and the
warm, far-off everyday life. The relief of the descent into the
distractions of dressing for church and bustling off in good time; the
momentary return of the challenging shape with the sight of the old grey
ivy-grown church; escape from it again into the refuge of the porch
amongst the instreaming neighbours, and the final fading of its outlines
into the colour and sound of the morning service, church shapes in stone
and wood and metal, secure round about their weakness, holding them
safe. The sermon, though they suffered it uncritically, could not,
preached by an intelligent or stupid man, but secure, soft-living and
married, revive the morning strength of the challenging shape, and as it
sounded on towards its end, the grey of another Sunday morning had
brought in sight the rest of the day, when, at the worst, if nobody
came, there was the evening service, the escape in its midst into a
state of bliss that stilled everything, and went on forever, making the