After that there was no memory of him until the Sunday morning when
Michael had come panting upstairs to ask her to go to this meeting. He
was incoherent, and she had dressed and gone out with them, into the
high bright Sunday morning stillness; without knowing whither. Finding
out, somewhere on the way, that they were going to see Quakers waiting
to be moved by the spirit.... A whitewashed room, with people in Quaker
dress sitting in a circle? Shocking to break in on them.... Startling
not to have remembered them in all these years of hoping to meet someone
who understood silence; and now to be going to them as a show; because
Dr. Oldfield admired Michael, and being American, found out the unique
things in London....
In amongst the small old shops in St. Martin's Lane, gloomy, iron-barred
gates, a long bleak corridor, folding doors; and suddenly inside a large
room with sloping galleries and a platform, like a concert room, a row
of dingy modern people sitting on the platform facing a scattered
"chapel" congregation; men and women sitting on different sides of the
room ... being left standing under the dark gallery, while Dr. Oldfield
and Michael were escorted to seats amongst the men; slipping into a
chair at the back of the women's side; stranded in an atrocious emphasis
of sex. But the men were on the _left_ ... and numbers of them; not the
few of a church congregation; and young; modern young men in overcoats;
really religious, and _not_ thinking the women secondary.... But there
were men also on the women's side; here and there. Married men? Then
those across the way were bachelors.... That young man's profile; very
ordinary and with a _walrus_ moustache; but stilled from its maleness,
deliberately divested and submitted to silence, redeeming him from his
type....
To have been born amongst these people; to know at home and in the
church a _shared_ religious life.... They were in Heaven already.
Through acting on their belief. Where two or three are gathered
together. Nearer than thoughts; nearer than breathing; nearer than hands
and feet. The church knew it; but put the cart before the horse; the
surface before the reality. The beautiful surroundings, the bridge of
music and then, the moment the organ stopped a booming or nasal voice at
top speed, "T' th' _Lord_our God b'long _mah_cies 'n f'giveness." ...
Anger and excited discovery and still more time wasted, in glancing
across to find Michael, small and exposed at the gangway end, his head
decorously bent, the Jew in him paying respect, but looking up and
keenly about him from under his bent brows, observing on the only terms
he knew, through eye and brain....