Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
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"Yes, but _do_ you?" Lame. But Hypo turned, accepting, not departing
afresh to tone up the talk. The ringed, lightning-quick grey eyes
glanced again, as when she had arrived, taking in the detail and the
whole of her effect, but this time directly messaging approval. The
luminous clouded grey, clear ringed, the voice husky and clear, the
strange repellent mouth below the scraggly moustache, kept from weakness
only by the perpetually hovering disclaiming ironic smile ...
fascination that could not be defined; that drove its way through all
the evidence against it.... Married, yet always seeming nearer and more
sympathetic than other men.... Her cup brimmed over. She saw herself as
she had been this morning, in dingy black, pallid, tired to death,
hurriedly finishing off at Wimpole Street. And now an accepted
harmonious part of this so different scene. But this power of blossoming
in response to surroundings was misleading. Beneath it she was utterly
weary. Tomorrow she would feel wrecked, longing for silence.
"Any more tea, anybody? More _tea_, Miriam." Alma waved the teapot. The
little scene gleamed to the sound of her voice, a bright, intense
grouping in the green shade, with the earth thrilling beneath and the
sky arching down over its completeness.
"Yes," said Hypo, on his feet. "She'll have, just one more cup. Let me
see," he went on, from the tea-table, "you liked; the Girl. Yes.... No.
The teapot. I accuse you of the teapot."
"I liked both." Not true. But the answer to the wrongness of the
division.
"Catholic Miriam. That's quite a feat. Even for you, Miriam, that is, I
think ..."
"But she didn't! She called my teapot messy!"
"It's true. I _do_ think Dresden china messy. But I mean that it's
possible----" She spoke her argument through his answer, volleyed over
his shoulder as he brought back her cup, to a remark from Miss Prout.
The next moment he was away in the hammock near Miss Prout's low chair,
throwing cushions out on to the grass, gathering up a sheaf of printed
leaves; leaving her classed with the teapot people....
"Buoyed up by _tea_, Edna," he chuckled, flinging away the end of a
cigarette; propping the pages against his knee. "By the way who is
Olga?"
"The eldest Featherstonhaugh." She spoke carelessly; sat half turned
away from him serenely smoking; a small buff cigarette in a long amber
tube; but her voice vibrated.
He was _reading_, in her presence, a book she had written.... Those
pages were _proofs_.... My arrival was an interruption in a
companionship that made conversation superfluous.... What need for her
to talk when she could put into his hands, alive and finished, something
that she had made; that could bring into his face that look of attention
and curiosity. How not sit suspended, and dreaming, through the small
break in her tremendous afternoon? Yet he was getting the characters
mixed up....
"And Cyril. Do I know Cyril?"