She had put _people_ in.... People he knew of. They joked about it.
Horrible.... She gazed, revolted and fascinated, at the bundle of pages.
Someone ought to prevent, destroy.... This peaceful beauty.... Life
going so wonderfully on. And people being helplessly picked out and put
into books.
"This is the episode of the _greenhouse_!" His voice broke on the word
into its utmost wail of amusement.
_That_ was 'writing'; from behind the scenes. People and things from
life, a little altered, and described from the author's point of view.
Easy; if your life was amongst a great many people and things and you
were hard enough to be sceptical and superior. But an impossibly mean
advantage ... a cheap easy way. Cold clever way of making people look
seen-through and foolish; to be laughed at, while the authors remained
admired, special people, independent, leading easy airy sunlit lives,
supposed, by readers who did not know where they got their material, to
be _creators_. He was reading on steadily now, the look of amused
curiosity gone.
Alma came over with a box of cigarettes and a remark; kindly thinking
she might be feeling left; offering distraction. Or wishing to make her
behave, launch out, with pretended interest upon a separate
conversation, instead of hanging upon theirs. Of course she was sitting
staring, without knowing it.... And already she had taken a cigarette
and murmured an answer obliviously, and Alma had gone, accepting her
engrossment, humming herself about amongst the trees, missing his
remarks. Deliberately asserting a separate existence? Really loving her
garden and enjoying the chance of being alone? Or because she knew all
he had to say about _everything_. She came back and subsided in a low
chair near Miss Prout just as he dropped his pages and looked out on to
the air with a grave unconscious face. Lost in contemplation. This
woman, so feminine and crafty, was a great writer. Extraordinary.
Impossible. In a second he had turned to her.
"How do you do it, Edna? You do it. It's _shattering_, that
chapter-end."
Miss Prout was speechless, not smiling. Crushed with joy.... Alma, at
her side, smiled in delight, genuine sympathetic appreciation.
"I'm done in, Edna," he wailed, taking up the leaves to go on, "shan't
write another line. And the worst of it is I know you'll keep it up.
That I've got to make; before dinner; my--my _via dolorosa_; through
your abominably good penultimate and final chapters."
"Am I allowed to read?" Miriam said rising and going with hands
outstretched for the magic leaves.
"Yes," he chuckled, gathering up and handing. "Let's try it on Miriam. I
warn you she's deadly. And of a voracity. She reads at a gulp; spots
everything; _more_ than everything; turns on you and lays you out."
Miriam stood considering him. Happy. He had really noticed and
remembered the things she had said from time to time. But they were
expecting a response.