The chief apparitor looked unflinching into the proconsul's gray-brown
eyes.
"I hear," he said.
The proconsul waved his hand and the soldier withdrew.
CHAPTER XI
THE HOUSE OF DEFENSE
Meanwhile Marsyas lay on his straw pallet at the house of Peter, the
usurer, in Ptolemais, night after night and made calculation.
By fair winds, Agrippa should reach Alexandria in so many days.
Allowing time to begin and complete the negotiations for a loan, so
many more days should elapse. Then the same number with a few allowed
for foul weather would be required to return to Ptolemais. About such
a day, so many weeks hence, he told himself he should be ransomed.
Six weeks is a long time for a free man to be enslaved. He sighed and
turned again on his pallet and trusted in the God who does not forget
prayers.
It was a strange, sordid biding of time for Marsyas. The man he served
was the first of the kind he had ever known. The ascetic refinement of
the white old Essene, the simple purity of Stephen, the polished rigor
of the Pharisee Saul, the naive sophistication of the Romanized Herod
had constituted his social horizon, and he had come to believe that the
world's manner was either cultured or simple.
But he went into the usurer's counting-room to meet the borrowing
world, to be amazed and shocked and finally to fortify himself to
control it.
It was not to change his nature; it was to develop latent powers in him
that were the fruit of long generations of Judaism. At night his
fingers were soiled by contact with the coins, the counting-room had
become noisome with the day's heat and the unhappy humanity that had
come and gone through the busy hours. But he summed up, not what he
had sacrificed in soul-sweetness and optimism, for that was a loss he
did not realize, but his triumphs in achieving whatever he had been
bidden to do, in his mastery of men and things and in the thoroughness
of his workmanship. However loudly his mind declared that he was out
of place, he felt no great repugnance to his duty.
After the newness of his experience wore off, as it did in a very short
time, the days began to go with wearing deliberation, as all days go
that are counted impatiently. His sorrow and his wrongs were his only
companions; as his anxiety for his liberty and Agrippa's success
increased, his healthy indifference to his unwholesome atmosphere began
to decline rapidly, his resentment against his oppression to grow. The
six weeks ebbed out and passed. His anxiety flowed into his bitterness
and his bitterness into his anxiety until they were one. Troubled
about his liberty, he clenched his teeth and thought on Saul; thinking
of his impotent position against the powerful Pharisee, he watched the
harbor from the counting-room and trembled whenever a sail crossed it.