Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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Inactivity became eventually unbearable, for an unemployed moment was a
miserable moment. He could not devise a way to liberty, nor further
aid his one ally into power, so he turned to his own resources against
Saul.
Continuing cautiously to visit the proseuchae by night, he learned
something, which he heard casually at the time, but which eventually
developed into a matter of importance. He heard that the Nazarenes
were flying from Jerusalem in great numbers, scattering in bodies from
Damascus to Alexandria, and from Jerusalem to Rome. The rabbis of
Ptolemais were concerned to discover that there was a community hiding
in the city, because they feared the evils of a persecution,
established in Ptolemais, as much as the influence of the apostasy upon
the faithful.
When Marsyas admitted casually to himself, after he had heard the
tidings, that the apostasy must have numbers of followers, he was
carried in his thinking to the realization that numbers meant strength
and strength meant resistance. Why, then, should not these people turn
on the Pharisee? Here, in a twinkling, he believed that he had
discovered abettors, allies whom he could instantly enlist in his own
cause.
But before he could deduce resolution from this electrifying admission,
events began to mark his days.
Late one afternoon, after the time for his ransoming was out, a man
approached the opening in the grating. The shadows in the
badly-lighted chamber made client and steward and all the appointments
in the dingy counting-room imperfect shapes to the eye. The new-comer
leaned down to the opening and peered at Marsyas as he pushed a fibula
of gold through the opening.
"I am in need," the man said. "Canst thou not give me the value of
this in money?"
The voice was resonant and strangely familiar to Marsyas. In the gloom
the great lifted shoulders of the man, bending from his height, brought
back on a sudden the chamber in the college at Jerusalem. The young
Essene came closer to the grating and looked at the applicant.
There was a mutual start of recognition; in Marsyas perhaps the chill
that a fugitive feels who finds himself detected. The man was the
Rabbi Eleazar.
"Thou! Here, with them?" the rabbi exclaimed in a suppressed whisper.
"I am here, Rabbi," Marsyas replied, "but alone."
Eleazar looked at him, but the examination under the difficulty of the
gloom was not satisfactory; besides, there was the stir of others who
had come in behind him and were able to listen. Marsyas swept the
fibula into one of the coin-baskets and passed a handful of silver to
the rabbi.
"Meet me without at the end of the first watch to-night," the rabbi
added, as he thanked Marsyas. "Do not fear me, for I am also a victim
of thine enemy."