Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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Then the distress in Marsyas' face changed swiftly, and an ember burned
in his black eyes. He straightened himself and stretched out a hand.
"I have spoken!" he said. Turning purposefully away, he went back to
his place and took up his scroll. For a moment he held it, his eyes on
the pavement. Slowly his fingers unclosed and the scroll
dropped--dropped as if he had done with it.
Catching up his white mantle, he walked swiftly out of the chamber and
Saul looked after him, yearning, wistful and sad.
Joel came out of the interior of the building.
"I will go with thee to the synagogue," he offered.
The Pharisee looked at him with cold dislike in his eyes, and,
inclining his head, led the way out.
At the threshold of the porch he halted. In the street opposite two
young men were walking slowly. One was slight, young, graceful and
simply clad in a Jewish smock. The other was Marsyas, the Essene, who
went with an arm over the shoulders of the first, and, bending, seemed
to speak with passionate earnestness to his companion. The faces of
the two young men thus side by side showed the same spiritual mode of
living, and youthful purity of heart. But the expression of the
slighter one was less ascetic than happy, less rigorous than confident.
As Marsyas spoke, the other smiled; and his smile was an illumination,
not entirely earthly.
Joel seized Saul's arm, and held it while the two approached,
unconscious of the watchers in the shadow of the porch.
"That is he," he whispered avidly. "That is he! Stephen, the
apostate!"
Stephen turned his head casually, and, catching the Pharisee's eye,
returned the gaze with a little friendly questioning; then he raised
his face to Marsyas and so they passed.
The pallor on Saul's face deepened.
CHAPTER II
A PRUDENT EXCEPTION
After he had separated from Stephen, Marsyas went to the house of a
resident Essene with whom he made his home, to be fed, to be washed, to
offer supplication and to announce his decision to go on a journey. At
the threshold of his host's house he put aside his sandals and let
himself in with a murmured formula. In a little time he came forth
with a wallet flung over his shoulder and took the streets toward
Gennath Gate. It was not written in the laws of his order that he
should make greater preparation for a journey. He had already
acquainted himself with the abiding-places of Essenes in villages
between Jerusalem and Nazareth and, assured of their hospitality and
the provision of the Essene's God, he knew that he would fare well to
the hill town of Galilee.