"I'll get well quickly in London now--I will really. I'll go out into
the parks every day for fresh air, and be as strong as ever I was in no
time. You shall see."
She duly followed this prescription, with the result prophesied. It had
been inexpressibly painful to feel that she was being maintained by this
hard-working old woman, upon whom she had not the slightest claim, and
at the same time to doubt her power of ever making due recompense. Now,
with a mind at ease once more as to the future, the open air, the rest,
and the ample though simple diet were free to fulfil their good work. In
less than a fortnight Mrs. Harbert was able to declare her _protégée_ to
be blooming as a rose, and a picture unpainted.
Accordingly she set about finding an engagement for the girl, and one
morning, a week or two later, she watched Evarne set off for an advanced
and important Art school, armed with good courage, a packet of
sandwiches and some sage advice.
"Nobody guesses it's yer first sittin', me dear, and nobody won't take
no notice of yer if yer don't tell 'em. Walk out of the dressin'-room as
bold as brass, and grumble under yer breath at the pose the master
chooses, no matter what it is. If you won't come when 'e calls, or run
back agin, or act the fool in any way what ain't usual with models,
they'll all remember you're a human bein', and stare at yer, anxious to
know what's the matter. Then, likely enough, you would feel rather put
out of countenance."
"I'm not going to be silly at all," Evarne had declared with conviction;
and sure enough, when she returned in the evening she was able to state
that the entire day had gone off satisfactorily.
She had not expected to be much troubled by inopportune bashfulness, and
when she found herself again in a studio, beheld the easels and
drawing-boards, canvases and palettes, smelt the characteristic odours
and heard the familiar artistic jargon of the students, she had felt
herself to be an acolyte in a temple wherein was worshipped the
perpetuation of the beautiful. The influence of modern thought and
custom had fallen from her with her garments, and she had adored her own
fairness.