"I'm sorry if it sounds immodest," she confessed, "but indeed I only
felt happy to be in the atmosphere of Art once more. I knew that those
young men, who all seemed so much in earnest, would learn much from
painting me--for it was a very charming pose--and somehow I felt
interested in everyone, and as if I wanted them all to get on, and was
glad to be able to help them to progress a little. Oh, Mrs. Harbert!
Somehow I feel that if only I came across a real artist--a grand man,
you know, but young, who hadn't found himself yet, so to speak--I could
inspire him to do such wonderful work, to paint pictures he had never
dreamed of before. I don't fancy I should ever have been much of an
artist myself, even if I'd been able to keep on--perhaps I should
though! Anyhow, I know I have got something in my heart or mind, or
something vague of that sort, that I could give out to another if he
could receive it, and had some of the impulse I'm talking about of his
own, and then he would be able to do what otherwise he would never be
able to do.... I am getting dreadfully incoherent, but I know what I
mean myself. Did you ever feel anything like what I've been describing?"
The old woman would not commit herself to a direct answer.
"It's a blessing yer looks at it in that light," she commented.
But nothing could possibly have surpassed Mrs. Harbert's real opinion of
the importance of the part played by the model in the production of any
picture of worth, so she was fully sympathetic, no matter to what
heights the girl might soar on the topic.
And now Evarne found that she had indeed alighted upon a profession in
which she had little to fear for competition, neither did she require
much more aid from Mrs. Harbert. Before her fortnight at the Art school
was completed, she had already obtained another engagement.
"It's the elder sister of one of the young men," she explained
gleefully." The youth seems to have waxed somewhat enthusiastic about
me; so much so that his sister, who is an artist, came down to the
school to see the wonder with her own eyes. She wants me to start
sitting for her next Monday. Am I not fortunate? She seemed such a nice
woman, and her brother says she paints beautifully. I am so pleased
about it."
And this success was only the beginning. Ere long Evarne found herself
the proud recipient of more offers than she could possibly accept.
Allowing herself to be guided by the experienced Mrs. Harbert, she
discriminated among them, and also gradually raised her terms.
Nevertheless, work continued to flow in unceasingly; very rarely was
there even half a week day that she could regard as a holiday.