Sketches of the Christian life and public labors of William Miller : $b Gathered from his memoir by the late Sylvester Bliss, and from other sources — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Sketches of the Christian life and public labors of William Miller : $b Gathered from his memoir by the late Sylvester Bliss, and from other sources
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“The anniversary of the battle of Plattsburg—September 11—was celebrated
in all that region, for some years, with much enthusiasm. In 1816,
arrangements had been made for its observance, by a ball, at Fairhaven.
The stirring scenes of the late campaign being thus recalled, Captain
Miller entered into the preparations for the expected festivities with
all the ardor of the soldier. In the midst of these, it was announced
that Dr. B. would preach on the evening previous to the ball. In the
general gathering to that meeting, Captain Miller and his help attended,
more from curiosity than from other actuating cause.
“They left Captain Miller’s house in high glee. The discourse was from
Zech. 2:4: ‘Run! speak to this young man!’ It was a word in season. On
their return, Mrs. M., who had remained at home, observed a wonderful
change in their deportment. Their glee was gone, and all were deeply
thoughtful, and not disposed to converse in reply to her questions
respecting the meeting, the ball, &c. They were entirely incapacitated
for any part in the festive arrangements. Other managers of the ball were
equally unfitted for it; and the result was that it was indefinitely
postponed. The seriousness extended from family to family, and in the
several neighborhoods in that vicinity meetings for prayer and praise
took the place of mirth and the dance.
“On the Lord’s day following, it devolved on Captain Miller, as usual in
the minister’s absence, to read a discourse of the deacons’ selection.
They had chosen one on the Importance of Parental Duties. Soon after
commencing, he was overpowered by the inward struggle of emotion, with
which the entire congregation deeply sympathized, and took his seat. His
deistical principles seemed an almost insurmountable difficulty with him.
Soon after, ‘suddenly,’ he says, ‘the character of a Saviour was vividly
impressed upon my mind. It seemed that there might be a Being so good and
compassionate as to himself atone for our transgressions, and thereby
save us from suffering the penalty of sin. I immediately felt how lovely
such a Being must be; and imagined that I could cast myself into the
arms of, and trust in the mercy of, such an One. But the question arose,
How can it be proved that such a Being does exist? Aside from the Bible,
I found that I could get no evidence of the existence of such a Saviour,
or even of a future state. I felt that to believe in such a Saviour
without evidence would be visionary in the extreme.