Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense
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“No, mama, for now I am seventeen years old, and can reason quite like
a woman. I have seen what I have told you--that we two are alone in the
world together, friendless and seemingly shunned. We rove from clime
to clime like two restless ghosts, yet everywhere some dark shadow of
destiny follows us. We seem to be known and remarked even in places
that are strange to us. As for you, I comprehend that you are bitterly
unhappy, for I have never seen a smile upon your lips. Mama, why is it
so? Why are we branded and set apart from the rest of the world?”
The blue-eyed mother sobbed bitterly:
“The moment I have dreaded so long has come at last. I must confess the
truth to my child. God grant her strength to bear the cross.”
She kissed the eager, upturned face, and her tears fell on its wondrous
beauty.
“Oh, my love, my love, how cruel Fate has been to us!” she cried. “I
might have been so happy, and you might have reigned like a little
queen, but, alas, alas! one dark moment of horror changed both our
lives--turned sunshine to darkness, happiness to despair.”
The girl’s white arms, that were a very poem of beauty, encircled the
drooping form, the red lips kissed the tears away, and the sweet voice
murmured tenderly:
“And you have not deserved that the winds of Fate should blow roughly
upon you, my dearest one.”
“God bless you for those loving words, my child. Oh, what a treasure is
your faith and love! May they not fail me when you learn of the shadow
that has darkened your life and mine,” sighed Mrs. Vale, and, after a
moment, she added falteringly:
“Italy, dear, you have been told that your father died in your early
childhood, but you have never known what I must tell you now. He--my
poor husband--was--murdered!”
“Oh, Heaven!” and Italy’s dark, silken head dropped half-fainting upon
her mother’s knee, her eyes closed upon the blue Italian landscape that
seemed blurred by a strange mist.
Mrs. Vale’s thin, blue-veined hand fell in tender caressing upon the
dark curls.
“Be brave, dear, for there is more to tell, and it is so horrible,” she
sobbed. “Oh, Italy, I, your mother, his cherished wife, was accused of
my husband’s murder, and tried for my life!”
“Oh, Heaven!” again sobbed the girl, and a convulsive shudder passed
over the kneeling form.
Mrs. Vale shuddered, too, and after a moment added brokenly:
“Tried and acquitted.”
Italy half-raised her head, a sob of joy quivering over her lips, but
again Mrs. Vale spoke:
“The circumstantial evidence was not strong enough to convict, so the
jury acquitted me--but--public opinion adjudged me guilty. The judge
and jury that acquitted me were hissed in the crowded court-room. I,
too, was hissed as I left it, and ever since that day a malicious
clamor has hounded my friendless footsteps through the world.”
She paused, and the low winds sighing through the blossoming limes
seemed to echo the despair of her voice.