Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense
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“The sun is shining after the storm--a happy omen,” she said; “I will
go to Mr. Gardner after breakfast.”
She went down and had her morning meal with Ralph Allen and the only
other boarder, a grim professor of Greek, who hurried out as soon as he
had bolted his meal.
Ralph lingered for a few moments’ chat with her before he strolled off
to his studio. He was a rising young artist.
“I saw Alexie yesterday, and promised her for you that all three of us
would go to the theater this evening. Was I impertinent?” he queried
brightly.
“Not at all. I shall be very glad,” she replied smilingly; for Ralph
seemed like a brother to her, he was so genial and kind. She was going
up-stairs for her hat and jacket when she met Mrs. Mays coming down.
“Miss Vale, you have been so kind. Will you do me another favor?” she
inquired deprecatingly, and as Italy gazed at her inquiringly she added:
“Will you come in and see Isabel a few moments. She is so grateful for
your kindness last night, and wants to thank you herself.”
“It was nothing----” Italy began, but she followed Mrs. Mays along the
hall to her daughter’s room.
The invalid was lying in bed propped up in pillows, with the dimpled
little baby held to her breast with one arm. A warm shawl of
rose-colored cashmere was draped about her shoulders, and above it
shone a face of wondrous beauty, dark in the eyes and hair, arch in the
features, but ghastly pale and wasted now, with big eyes, too solemn
and somber for her age, that could not have exceeded nineteen at the
most.
Mrs. Mays led Italy to the side of the bed.
“My dear, I’ve brought her, the sweet girl that took care of baby last
night, so that you could thank her for her goodness to us. Miss Vale,
my daughter, Mrs. Severn.”
Italy bowed, muttered some almost inaudible words, then sank helplessly
into a chair by the bedside, her brain whirling.
Severn! Severn! That name had struck her like a blow! She recalled what
she had read in the papers about the beautiful young wife of Craig
Severn who was nearly crazed by his tragic end! Could this be Craig
Severn’s widow?
“Miss Vale, are you ill? You have grown very pale,” cried Mrs. Mays.
“No, no, it is nothing serious--just a dizziness! I am all right now,”
gasped Italy, lifting her head quickly, then she looked at Mrs. Severn.
“I am glad that you are better. I hope you will soon be well,” she said.
“I don’t want to get well--I want to die!” was the answer, in a voice
of passionate despair.
“Isabel!” cried her mother remonstratingly, but the unhappy creature
looked at Italy, exclaiming:
“You don’t blame me, do you? Oh, Miss Vale, you know my sad story,
of course. I had the dearest husband in the world, and he was
murdered--foully murdered--before we had been married a year. What is
there left for me to live for now?”
“The baby,” Italy said falteringly.