Songs of the Mexican Seas — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Songs of the Mexican Seas
John Stuart Mill · en
The two stand still,--stand face to face.
The moon slides on; the midnight air
Is perfumed as a house of prayer--
The maiden keeps her holy place.
Two men! And one is gray, but one
Scarce lifts a full-grown face as yet:
With light foot on life's threshold set,--
Is he the other's sun-born son?
And one is of the land of snow,
And one is of the land of sun;
A black-eyed burning youth is one,
But one has pulses cold and slow:
Ay, cold and slow from clime of snow
Where Nature's bosom, icy bound,
Holds all her forces, hard, profound,--
Holds close where all the South lets go.
Blame not the sun, blame not the snows;
God's great schoolhouse for all is clime,
The great school-teacher, Father Time;
And each has borne as best he knows.
At last the elder speaks,--he cries,--
He speaks as if his heart would break;
He speaks out as a man that dies,--
As dying for some lost love's sake:
"Come, take this bag of gold, and go!
Come, take one bag! See, I have two!
Oh, why stand silent, staring so,
When I would share my gold with you?
"Come, take this gold! See how I pray!
See how I bribe, and beg, and buy,--
Ay, buy! buy love, as you, too, may
Some day before you come to die.
"God! take this gold, I beg, I pray!
I beg as one who thirsting cries
For but one drop of drink, and dies
In some lone, loveless desert way.
"You hesitate? Still hesitate?
Stand silent still and mock my pain?
Still mock to see me wait and wait,
And wait her love, as earth waits rain?"
V.
O broken ship! O starless shore!
O black and everlasting night,
Where love comes never any more
To light man's way with heaven's light.
A godless man with bags of gold
I think a most unholy sight;
Ah, who so desolate at night
Amid death's sleepers still and cold?
A godless man on holy ground
I think a most unholy sight.
I hear death trailing like a hound
Hard after him, and swift to bite.
VI.
The vast moon settles to the west:
Two men beside a nameless tomb,
And one would sit thereon to rest,--
Ay, rest below, if there were room.
What is this rest of death, sweet friend?
What is the rising up,--and where?
I say, death is a lengthened prayer,
A longer night, a larger end.
Hear you the lesson I once learned:
I died; I sailed a million miles
Through dreamful, flowery, restful isles,--
She was not there, and I returned.
I say the shores of death and sleep
Are one; that when we, wearied, come
To Lethe's waters, and lie dumb,
'Tis death, not sleep, holds us to keep.
Yea, we lie dead for need of rest
And so the soul drifts out and o'er
The vast still waters to the shore
Beyond, in pleasant, tranquil quest:
It sails straight on, forgetting pain,
Past isles of peace, to perfect rest,--
Now were it best abide, or best
Return and take up life again?