Songs of the Mexican Seas — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Songs of the Mexican Seas
John Stuart Mill · en
Her two hands clasp cross, book, and she
Is strong in tranquil purity,--
Ay, strong as Samson when he laid
His two hands forth, and bowed and prayed.
One at her left, one at her right,
And she between, the steps upon,--
I can but see that Syrian night,
The women there at early dawn
'Tis strange, I know, and may be wrong,
But ever pictured in my song;
And rhyming on, I see the day
They came to roll the stone away.
XIV.
The sky is like an opal sea,
The air is like the breath of kine,
But oh her face is white, and she
Leans faint to see a lifted sign,--
To see two hands lift up and wave
To see a face so white with woe,
So ghastly, hollow, white as though
It had that moment left the grave.
Her sweet face at that ghostly sign,
Her fair face in her weight of hair,
Is like a white dove drowning there,--
A white dove drowned in Tuscan wine.
He tries to stand, to stand erect.
'Tis gold, 'tis gold that holds him down!
And soul and body both must drown,--
Two millstones tied about his neck.
Now once again his piteous face
Is raised to her face reaching there.
He prays such piteous, silent prayer
As prays a dying man for grace.
It is not good to see him strain
To lift his hands, to gasp, to try
To speak. His parched lips are so dry
Their sight is as a living pain.
I think that rich man down in hell
Some like this old man with his gold,--
To gasp and gasp perpetual
Like to this minute I have told.
XV.
At last the miser cries his pain,--
A shrill, wild cry, as if a grave
Just ope'd its stony lips and gave
One sentence forth, then closed again.
"'Twas twenty years last night, last night!"
His lips still moved, but not to speak;
His outstretched hands so trembling weak
Were beggar's hands in sorry plight.
His face upturned to hers, his lips
Kept talking on, but gave no sound;
His feet were cloven to the ground;
Like iron hooks his finger-tips.
"Ay, twenty years," she sadly sighed:
"I promised mother every year
That I would pray for father here,
As she had prayed, the night she died:
"To pray as she prayed, fervidly;
As she had promised she would pray
The sad night of her marriage day,
For him, wherever he might be."
Then she was still; then sudden she
Let fall her eyes, and so outspake
As if her very heart would break,
Her proud lips trembling piteously:
"And whether he come soon or late
To kneel beside this nameless grave,
May God forgive my father's hate
As I forgive, as she forgave!"
He saw the stone; he understood
With that quick knowledge that will come
Most quick when men are made most dumb
With terror that stops still the blood.
And then a blindness slowly fell
On soul and body; but his hands
Held tight his bags, two iron bands,
As if to bear them into hell.