The Attack on the Mill, and Other Sketches of War — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Attack on the Mill, and Other Sketches of War
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“It is dreadful,” she murmured. “Where can I look for Dominique now? He
is gone; I know nothing beyond that.”
“Well, make your choice between them; him or your father.”
“Oh, my God! how can I choose? Even if I knew where to find Dominique
I could not choose. You are breaking my heart. I would rather die at
once. Yes, it would be more quickly ended thus. Kill me, I beseech you,
kill me----”
The officer finally became weary of this scene of despair and tears. He
cried:
“Enough of this! I wish to treat you kindly; I will give you two hours.
If your lover is not here within two hours, your father shall pay the
penalty that he has incurred.”
And he ordered Father Merlier away to the room that had served as a
prison for Dominique. The old man asked for tobacco, and began to
smoke. There was no trace of emotion to be descried on his impassive
face. Only when he was alone he wept two big tears that coursed slowly
down his cheeks. His poor, dear child, what a fearful trial she was
enduring!
Françoise remained in the courtyard. Prussian soldiers passed back and
forth, laughing. Some of them addressed her with coarse pleasantries
which she did not understand. Her gaze was bent upon the door through
which her father had disappeared, and with a slow movement she raised
her hand to her forehead, as if to keep it from bursting. The officer
turned sharply on his heel, and said to her:
“You have two hours. Try to make good use of them.”
She had two hours. The words kept buzzing, buzzing in her ears. Then
she went forth mechanically from the courtyard; she walked straight
ahead with no definite end. Where was she to go? what was she to do?
She did not even endeavour to arrive at any decision, for she felt
how utterly useless were her efforts. And yet she would have liked to
see Dominique; they could have come to some understanding together,
perhaps they might have hit on some plan to extricate them from their
difficulties. And so, amid the confusion of her whirling thoughts, she
took her way downward to the bank of the Morelle, which she crossed
below the dam by means of some stepping-stones which were there.
Proceeding onward, still involuntarily, she came to the first willow,
at the corner of the meadow, and stooping down, beheld a sight that
made her grow deathly pale--a pool of blood. It was the spot. And she
followed the track that Dominique had left in the tall grass; it was
evident that he had run, for the footsteps that crossed the meadow in a
diagonal line were separated from one another by wide intervals. Then,
beyond that point, she lost the trace, but thought she had discovered
it again in an adjoining field. It led her onward to the border of the
forest, where the trail came abruptly to an end.