The Beauty and the Bolshevist — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Beauty and the Bolshevist
John Stuart Mill · en
In the meantime, Crystal was spinning along Bellevue Avenue, forgetting
to bow to her friends, and wondering why the car was going so badly
until, her eye falling on the speedometer, she noticed that she was
doing a mild thirty-five miles an hour. Sooner, therefore, than the law
allowed, she reached a small park that surrounds a statue of Perry, and
there she picked up a passenger.
Ben got in and shut the little door almost before she brought the car
to a standstill.
“When you were little,” he said, “did you ever imagine something
wonderful that might happen—like the door’s opening and a delegation
coming to elect you captain of the baseball team, or whatever is a
little girl’s equivalent of that—and keep on imagining it and imagining
it, until it seemed as if it really were going to happen? Well, I have
been standing here saying to myself, Wouldn’t it be wonderful if
Crystal should come in a little blue car and take me to drive? And, by
Heaven! you’ll never believe me, but she actually did.”
[Illustration: “I’ll Be There in Five Minutes, In a Little Blue Car”]
“Tell me everything you’ve done since I saw you,” she answered.
“I haven’t done anything but think about you. Oh yes, I have, too. I’ve
reappraised the universe. You see, you’ve just made me a present of a
brand-new world, and I’ve been pretty busy, I can tell you, untying the
string and unwrapping the paper, and bless me, Crystal, it looks like a
mighty fine present so far.”
“Oh,” she said, “I think you talk charmingly.” She had started to say,
“you make love charmingly,” but on second thoughts decided that the
overt statement had better come from him. “Dear me,” she went on, “we
have so much to talk about. There’s my job. Can’t we talk a little
about that?”
They could and did. Their talk consisted largely in his telling her how
much richer a service she could render his paper through having been
unconsciously steeped in beauty than if she had been merely
intellectually instructed—than if, as she more simply put it, she had
known something. And as he talked, her mind began to expand in the warm
atmosphere of his praise and to give off its perfume like a flower.
But the idea of her working with him day after day, helping the
development of the paper which had grown as dear as a child to him, was
so desirable that he did not dare to contemplate it unless it promised
realization.
“Oh,” he broke out, “you won’t really do it. Your family will object,
or something. Probably when I go away to-night, I shall never see you
again.”
“You are still going away to-night?”
“I must.”
She looked at him and slowly shook her head, as a mother shakes her
head at the foolish plans of a child.
“I thought I was going,” he said, weakly.
“Why?”
He groaned, but did not answer.
She thought, “Oh, dear, I wish when men want to be comforted they would
not make a girl spend so much time and energy getting them to say that
they do want it.” Aloud she said:
“You must tell me what’s the matter.”