The Beauty and the Bolshevist — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Beauty and the Bolshevist
John Stuart Mill · en
Mrs. Dawson smiled. “Crystal is not a reactionary; Crystal is a child,”
she replied. “But what can you expect of William Cord’s daughter? He is
a dangerous and disintegrating force—cold—cynical—he feels not the
slightest public responsibility for his possessions.” Mrs. Dawson laid
her hand on her heart as if it were weighted with all her jewels and
footmen and palaces. “Most Bourbons are cynical about human life, but
he goes farther; he is cynical about his own wealth. And that brings me
to my quarrel with you, Mr. Moreton. How could you let your brother
spend his beautiful vigorous youth as a parasite to Cord’s vapid son?
Was that consistent with your beliefs?”
This attack on his consistency from a lady whose consistency seemed
even more flagrant amused Ben, but as he listened he was obliged to
admit that there was a great deal of good sense in what she had to say
about David, whom she had met once or twice at the Cords’. Ben was too
candid and eager not to ask her before long the question that was in
his mind—how it was possible for a woman holding her views to be
leading a life so opposed to them.
She was not at all offended, and even less at a loss for an answer. “I
am not a free agent, Mr. Moreton,” she said. “Unhappily, before I began
to think at all, I had undertaken certain obligations. The law allows a
woman to dispose of everything but her property while she is still a
child. I married at eighteen.”
It was a story not without interest and Mrs. Dawson told it well. There
does not live a man who would not have been interested.
They dined, not in the great dining room downstairs, nor even in the
painted room from Sienna, but in a sort of loggia that opened from it,
where, beyond the shaded lights, Ben could watch the moon rise out of
the sea.
It was a perfect little meal, short, delicious, and quickly served by
three servants. He enjoyed it thoroughly, although he found his hostess
a strangely confusing companion. He would make up his mind that she was
a sincere soul captured by her environment, when a freshly discovered
jewel on her long fingers would shake his faith. And he would just
decide that she was a melodramatic fraud, when she would surprise him
by her scholarly knowledge of social problems. She had read deeply,
knew several languages, and had known many of the European leaders.
Such phrases as “Jaurès wrote me ten days before he died—” were
frequent, but not too frequent, on her lips.
By the time Crystal stopped for him Ben had begun to feel like a child
who has lost his mother in a museum, or as Dante might have felt if he
had missed Virgil from his side. When he bade Mrs. Dawson good night,
she asked him to come back.
“Come and spend September here,” she said, as if it were a small thing.
“You can work all day if you like. I sha’n’t disturb you, and you need
never see a soul. It will do you good.”