"You see," she said, "that cablegram is a year old. He received that
ten months before he left home... And he never told me. I found it
after he had gone. He did not intend to take advantage of that
knowledge... He didn't care."
Tears, the first she had shed, came into her eyes. She wiped them away
quietly.
"He doesn't care," she said, "what becomes of me and the children."
Dare, as he held in his hands the cablegram which assured him that the
man who had tricked this woman to whom he was not lawfully married, was
now free to fulfil his obligation, realised perfectly that of all people
calculated to be of service to her in the present crisis he was the
worst chosen. He was only conscious of a feeling of regret that the
barrier had been removed. It swamped for the time the more chivalrous
emotion of pity for Pamela in her helpless position. He stared at the
cablegram for a long while without speaking. Then he said, still
without looking at her--
"I am afraid there isn't any reason for doubting the correctness of your
deduction in this instance. The evidence is damning." He lifted his
eyes from the paper suddenly and fixed them upon her. "This matter
wants thinking over carefully," he said. "I wasn't prepared for this.
It's worse than anything I had anticipated."
The sight of her distressed face, of the slow tears raining over her
cheeks, unnerved him, and at the same time called forth his better
qualities. He forgot himself in the more worthy emotion of compassion
for her in her affliction.
"I hadn't any idea that things were as bad as this," he said. "Thank
God! you told me. I'll have to think out what's best to be done. I'm
unprepared, you see... But we've got to straighten the muddle somehow."
He had in his mind a plan, which had presented itself when she confessed
to the bogus nature of her marriage, whereby the muddle could be
straightened in, what seemed to him in the circumstances, the simplest
way; but in view of her present distress he hesitated to speak of that
now. The knowledge of the death of Arnott's wife complicated things.
"Oh!" she cried, with soft vehemence. "The comfort of having some one
to confide in,--some one I can trust! I've been eating my heart out
these last two months. The Carruthers are very kind,--but I couldn't
tell them what I have told you. And Mr Carruthers wouldn't be able to
advise me. He would wish me to consult a lawyer." She clasped her
hands tightly in her lap. "I couldn't have all these intimate,
disgraceful details publicly exposed."
"No," he said reassuringly; "of course not."
But he did not see how without publicity the matter could possibly be
satisfactorily arranged. She might, he decided, have to agree to that
later. But he refrained from troubling her at the present stage with
any such alternative.