Cautious as had been his movements, Pamela was fully aroused. She
lifted herself in bed, and surveyed him as he entered with wide,
surprised eyes: their regard disconcerted him enormously. He had not
anticipated her wakefulness; and he lied awkwardly in answer to her
inquiries. She lay back again on the pillow without making any
response. He wondered how long she had been awake, and whether she had
heard the opening and shutting of the children's door. He would have
been wiser, he decided, had he made a truthful statement of his
excursion; the unconvincing falsehood had suggested a sinister motive
for his midnight wandering.
For neither Blanche nor Pamela was there any further sleep; Arnott alone
slumbered dreamlessly throughout the hot hours of the brief night.
The following day they left Muizenberg. They did not return in the
order in which they had arrived. Arnott motored home alone. He left
earlier than the others. At breakfast he announced his intention of
starting immediately, and asked Pamela if she was driving with him. To
his immense relief she decided to return by train with the children.
Although no reference had been made to the previous night, he was
uncomfortably aware that he was convicted of lying. He resented this.
He was angry with himself for having told that unnecessary lie; he was
more angry with Pamela for having, as he realised she had done, detected
the lie. He did not feel at his ease with her. Had she accused him
openly he would have blustered and asserted his right to act as it
pleased him; since she chose to ignore the matter, he felt himself at a
disadvantage. She was placing him deliberately in the wrong. This
incensed him. Why, he asked himself with an oath, should she adopt this
self-righteous pose and snub him by her silence? He was not going to
tolerate that sort of thing. He would put his foot down, put it down
pretty effectively, and make her realise that he was master in his own
home.
That was the attitude he assumed when absent from her; when confronted
with her gentle, dignified presence he was considerably less bold. He
shuffled and dissembled, and endeavoured by fitful bursts of kindness,
too forced to be convincing, to sustain the fiction of his unalterable
affection.
Pamela was a woman who believed in the power of silence. To upbraid a
man, however deserving he were of reproof, was wasted effort; it gave
him an excuse for anger,--an angry person being unreasonable, nothing is
gained by exciting his ire. Nevertheless, her distrust once aroused,
she became watchful and suspicious. What she observed during the next
few weeks decided her that Blanche must go. She could no longer doubt
that between her husband and the governess existed a secret
understanding prejudicial to the happiness of all concerned.