Pamela breakfasted alone. For the first time since their marriage she
experienced a relief in his absence. She lingered over the meal,
encouraging a sense of independence which this solitariness gave her.
Had she known that he had gone away for ever it would not have troubled
her at the moment. She did not wish him back. Realising this with a
faint touch of surprise, she set herself to analyse her feelings in
regard to him. It caused her something of a shock to discover from this
analysis that in three years her love for him had shrunk to
inconsiderable dimensions. She was conscious of a feeling of contempt
for him which came dangerously near to repulsion. The scene of the
previous night had killed her respect for him finally. Further, it had
convinced her that he had ceased entirely to care for her. This man of
uncontrolled passions had wearied of her, as doubtless he had wearied of
his first wife. Possibly, if she had left him three years ago before
his passion had begun to wane, his love would have endured longer. With
men of Arnott's temperament the inaccessible is always the most desired.
When she had finished breakfast she went upstairs to the nursery for her
difficult interview with the governess. She had expected Miss Maitland
to come down with the children. It was past the hour for their morning
walk. To her amazement, when she entered the nursery, Maggie was in
sole charge, endeavouring with the willing incapacity of her type to get
the children into their walking things. Pamela was helping her by
amusing the boy while she fitted his cap over the unruly curls. At
sight of his mother the boy fought vigorously to go to her, while Pamela
darted gleefully forward with the news that there was no Miss Maitland
anywhere; she had looked in the bed and under the bed, and Maggie had
hunted too. But Miss Maitland had gone, and her clothes had gone. Some
one had come quite early and carried her trunk away.
"Perhaps," Pamela ended cheerfully, "some one came and fetched her away
in the night."
Her mother turned white while she listened to the child's excited
explanation. She took the boy from Maggie, and while she proceeded with
his dressing, asked in a low voice what the girl knew about the matter.
Maggie's information was not more lucid than the child's. No one, it
appeared, had seen Miss Maitland leave; but a strange boy had come for
her luggage at seven, and John had carried it downstairs. The strange
boy had left a note for the missis. Pamela asked for the note. Maggie
had not seen it, but she believed it had been left in the hall.