Pamela finished dressing the children, and led little David downstairs.
She told Maggie to take them in the garden and let them play in the
shade; she would come out later and join them. Then she turned back,
white and trembling, an ugly doubt haunting her mind, and searched for
the note that had been left for her. Would the note, she wondered,
explain this horrible mystery, or merely increase her doubt? It was
lying where the boy had left it on the hall table, and it was addressed,
she saw, in Blanche's handwriting. She opened it and read it where she
stood. The writer had omitted the formality of the customary mode of
address, she had also omitted to sign her name at the end.
"When you read this," she had written, "you will probably have heard of
my departure, and you will feel less surprise at the abrupt manner of my
leaving when I say that I was an unwilling listener to what passed
between you and Mr Arnott after I left the drawing-room last night.
For the sake of my reputation I could not remain beneath your roof an
hour longer than was necessary. I made my preparations last night and
left early this morning. I warn you, by the knowledge I possess, to be
careful how you discuss me and my actions. If my reputation suffers I
shall know where to attach the blame."
Pamela folded the note carefully, and carried it with her into the
sitting-room, and sat down to think. This girl held the dangerous
knowledge of her false position as Arnott's wife. She meant to make use
of the knowledge if at any time it suited her to use it. The thought
was bitterly humiliating. For the time it swamped every other
consideration, even the doubt which had haunted her before reading the
note was lost sight of in the shock of this discovery.
She tried to recall what had been said on the previous evening that had
revealed their secret to this girl, who from her own admission had been
eavesdropping. But of that interview no clear recollection remained.
She could not recall the scraps of actual talk; only the bitterness of
that monstrous duologue lingered in her memory, and the insults Herbert
had flung at her in his anger, and her own threat to leave him.
Reviewing the scene now, the sordidness of it gripped her, disgusted
her. And to think that a third person should have deliberately listened
to that painful, miserable interview. The thought of Blanche's
duplicity enraged her; the veiled threat conveyed in the note angered
her more than it alarmed her. How dared she threaten her with the
disclosure of her infamously acquired knowledge?
She read the note carefully a second time. There was no suggestion in
it that the writer's flight were in any sense connected with Arnott's
sudden departure. And yet that veiled threat at the end...