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When they reached the house, Daisy could tell but little more. She and
her mother had been out calling that afternoon after school was out;
on their return home the mother had gone to her own room apparently as
well as usual. A moment later Daisy heard a heavy fall, and hastening
to the chamber, found her mother unconscious upon the floor. Calling
the house girl, they had raised the unconscious form and placed her
upon the bed, and immediately sent for Dr. Gasque. He had called in Dr.
Platt, and one or both physicians had been there ever since, but as yet
no change in the mother's condition was perceptible.
Slowly the hours passed. Dr. Gasque called Edward in to assist Dr.
Platt and himself, and with powerful batteries they tried to arouse
the feeble vitality of their patient, while Ray and Daisy remained
within easy call, anxiously waiting for the slightest evidence that the
mother was really better. When morning came, Mrs. Lawton had regained
consciousness, but was unable to speak, or to move hand or foot. Then
began a vigil, not of hours or days, but of weeks. Daisy procured a
substitute for the rest of the school term, and took charge of the
household; a trained and skillful nurse was secured for Mrs. Lawton;
Edward and Ray returned to the city for the closing exercises of the
medical college and seminary, and then hastened back to Afton. Ray now
ventured to speak to Daisy of the decision of the mission board, and
the field to which they had been assigned.
"This sudden illness of your mother," he continued, "will, I know,
change our plans. But what shall we do, Daisy darling?"
The face that looked up into his was deathly pale; marks of intense
anguish were there; and she could scarcely control her voice, as she
replied:
"You will have to go alone, Ray. The doctors say mother can never be
any better, but she may live in this condition for years. My duty,
then, is clear. I must remain here by mother's side until all is over.
I cannot tell you, nor can you ever know what this decision has cost
me. To give you up, Ray; to feel that thousands of miles separate us;
to know that you may be sick, or may even die there, and I cannot be
with you! Oh, my Saviour, how can I, how can I!" And she threw herself
in a paroxysm of grief upon his breast. Gently he stroked the waving
tresses until she grew calmer.
"Can it be," he then asked, with a troubled face, "that I have made a
mistake in thinking we were called to this work when it was not God's
will? Does he mean by this providence to show us that we are to remain
at home, and toil here for him? I can readily find a field of labor,
and we can be married; your mother can be moved to our home, and still
we can walk side by side in the Master's work."