The Black Forge Mills : $b or, Up the King's highway — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Black Forge Mills : $b or, Up the King's highway
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"His next question staggered me, it was so unexpected. 'If there is
anything in Christianity at all,' he asked, 'ought not a man who is
constantly with those who are passing into eternity to know something
about it himself that he might tell others?' I saw myself and my
responsibility to God as never before, and for a time I knew not what
to answer. At length I said, condemning myself thereby, 'I suppose he
ought.' But the boy had another question ready. 'How would you settle
such a question?' he inquired. I thought of my old father's words,
and replied: 'I would go directly to Jesus.' Then we parted, but as
I bent over the sick man I had been called to see, and realized that
no human power could save him, the boy's question came back to me
with renewed force. I drove home, but it never left me. I entered my
room, but it was with me still. I saw I was a sinner, hopelessly lost
without the mercy of Christ. I awoke my wife. I asked her to pray for
me, and kneeling there by her side I found peace. I, too, confess here
to-night, that I love Christ, and have consecrated my life to him. Pray
for me."
Those who have witnessed similar scenes will readily understand the
spirit of that meeting for the rest of the hour. Mrs. Casque arose and
repeated the divine words: "It shall come to pass, that before they
call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear."
Then another and another followed until the tolling bell indicated
that it was time for the evening preaching service.
"I cannot help feeling that there may be some one here to-night," said
Mr. Carleton, in closing, "who may desire Jesus for their friend.
If so, will you rise upon your feet." Immediately Ray Branford's
sister-in-law arose, saying, briefly: "I want to be a Christian." Was
that all? No; away back near the door a young man arose, and in a clear
ringing voice, he said: "To-night I believe in a Saviour; to-night for
the first time in my life I desire to be a Christian. I have been wild
and dissolute and wicked. Is there hope for such a one as I am?" It
was Harry Gasque, and the appealing look upon his face touched all who
beheld it.
Then Mr. Carleton took those two convicted souls to the mercy seat.
Tenderly, lovingly he presented their cases, and asked that for Jesus'
sake they might now be forgiven. What if the church bell was tolling
for the next service: these two sin-convicted souls hung in the
balance, and until they found life he must wrestle with God. Finally
they arose from their knees, and the congregation was dismissed, but
the son could lay his hand in that of his father and confidently
affirm, "Your Saviour is my Saviour too," while the longing, wistful
look had left the tear-stained face of the penitent woman, and in its
place there had come one of perfect peace.