The Black Forge Mills : $b or, Up the King's highway — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Black Forge Mills : $b or, Up the King's highway
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It was the evening for the weekly prayer meeting at the First Church,
and Ray Branford put on his coat, and prepared himself to face the
storm.
"Are you going up to the church to-night?" his sister-in-law asked, in
surprise.
"Yes; I haven't missed a prayer meeting yet; I am well and strong, and
I see no reason why I shouldn't go to-night," he replied.
"I wish you wouldn't go, Ray," Betsy said. "I'm all alone with the
children, and it is so stormy. I thought perhaps you'd stay and read to
me."
Ray glanced at the clock. "I can wait a half hour, and then get there
in time for the meeting; what shall I read?"
"Oh, select some chapter full of comfort," she answered, "for I'm just
about discouraged. I believe George delights to do everything he can to
try me since I became a Christian. He spends more time at the saloon,
and don't help me near as much with the children. You know just how
father has gone on since mother died; there is hardly a day he has been
sober. The girls, too, say the most provoking things they can think of.
I tell you, Ray, I find it pretty hard to do just as Jesus wants me to
all the time. I wonder, sometimes, how you bear it all so patiently;
you never seem to get discouraged."
"Yes I do," he quickly replied. "I find it hard among these old
associations to keep from sin. The boys try every way to make me mad,
and they have succeeded more than once. Only the other day I knocked
John Gardiner down for calling me names, and to-day I almost swore at
Ned Clark for breaking the yarns on my jack. The oath got clear to my
teeth, and I shut it off with such force, it almost took my breath
away. And you know just how father and the boys treat me. Not a week
passes that they don't curse me for what they call my oddities. I tell
you, Betsy, it's as hard for me as for you to show the spirit of Jesus
at all times. I sometimes think, 'Has this got to be always?' I want to
do something besides spin all my life. I wish I could get an education;
I want to fit myself for Christ's work." And the boy sighed heavily.
These two, since their conversion, had, as often as possible, read
the Bible and prayed together, but never before had Ray spoken of the
longings of his heart. Betsy looked up in quick sympathy with him,
saying:
"I wish you might become a preacher; wouldn't it be grand?"
"Yes; and I do feel called to that very work. I felt it at times before
I even accepted Jesus. I mean to obey the call, too, just as fast as
Jesus will show me the way."
He now opened his Bible and read the ninety-first Psalm; then knelt
and offered a brief prayer, the burden of which was that he and his
sister-in-law might never be discouraged, but, sure of the Master's
presence and help, might ever walk in the path of known duty. After
this, he started for up town.