The Burglar and the Blizzard: A Christmas Story — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Burglar and the Blizzard: A Christmas Story
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For the first time she looked at him. “Mr. Holland,” she said, “you
must think me singularly unobservant. Do you suppose I don’t see that
you dislike my brother. You refused the pencil—you did refuse it
plainly enough—because Billy had given it to me. I will not offer it to
you again. I know that Billy sometimes does rub people up the wrong
way, but I should think any one of any discernment could see that his
faults are only faults of manner.”
She said this almost appealingly, and Geoffrey unable to agree, turned
with something like a groan, and resting his elbows on the mantelpiece,
covered his face with his hands.
“Do you suppose that he does not see how you feel toward him? Are you
by any chance assuming that he bears with your manner on account of his
own comfort? You might at least be generous or acute enough to see that
it is only for my sake that he exercises so much self-control. He does
not want to make my position here more unendurable by quarrelling with
you. It makes me furious to see what you force him to put up with, the
way you speak to him, and look at him, as if he were your slave, or a
disobedient dog. His self-control is wonderful. I admire him more than
I can say.”
“And is my self-control nothing?” he asked, without moving his hands
from his face.
“Yours? I don’t see any exercise of yours. Circumstances have put us at
your mercy, you are rich and fortunate, and as insolent as you choose
to be. Self-control? I don’t see any evidence of it.”
“No?” he said, and turning, looked at her with a violence that might
have set her on the right track. Under his eyes she looked down and
probably in the instant forgot all that she had been saying and
feeling, for when he added: “I love you,” her hands moved toward his,
and she made no resistance when he took her in his arms.
VII
McVay was left so long at the piano that he finally resorted to a
series of discords in order to recall himself to Holland’s mind. His
existence, if he had only realised the fact, was so completely
forgotten that he might have made his escape with a good half hour to
spare before either of the others appreciated that the music had
ceased. Not knowing this, however, he did not dare stop his playing for
an instant, until sheer physical fatigue interfered. It was at this
point that the discords began, and brought Geoffrey into the hall.
The disposal of McVay for the night was a question to which Geoffrey
had given a great deal of thought. The cedar closet presented itself as
a safe prison, but in the face of McVay’s repeated assertions that the
air had barely sufficed to support him during his former occupancy, it
looked like murder to insist. Geoffrey finally, when bed-time came,
locked him in a dressing-room off his own room. The window—the room was
on the third floor—gave on empty space, and against the only door he
placed his own bed, so that escape seemed tolerably difficult.