The Burglar and the Blizzard: A Christmas Story — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Burglar and the Blizzard: A Christmas Story
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“But at what a cost! I refer to my sister’s regard. No, no, the thing,
if you had only been quick enough to see it, was for me to escape. It
was a risk, of course, but a risk I gladly took for my sister’s sake. I
would take longer ones for her.”
“Do you mean that?”
“Of course.”
“Then take this revolver and go out and shoot yourself.”
McVay looked very thoughtful. Then, he said gravely, “No, no, Holland.
To take a risk is one thing,—to kill myself quite another. I have
always had a strong prejudice against suicide. I think it a cowardly
action. And it would be no help to you. She would not believe that I
had committed suicide. She knows my views on the subject, and could
imagine no motive. No, that would not do at all. I’m surprised at the
suggestion. It is against my principles.”
“Your principles!” Geoffrey sneered. Nevertheless, he was not a little
altered in opinion. It had been something of a shock to him to find
that he could not shoot at the critical instant. It had shaken his
faith in himself. He began to doubt if he would be capable of sending
the man to state’s prison when Cecilia besought his pity. His own
limitations faced him. He was not the relentless judge he had supposed
himself. Yet on the other hand, the remembrance of Vaughan and the
other men he was representing held him to his idea of justice. “Sit
down,” he said suddenly turning to McVay, “and write me out a list of
everything you have stolen in this neighbourhood and where it is and
how it may be obtained. Yes, I know it is difficult, but you had better
try to do it for on the completeness of your list depends your only
chance of avoiding the law. If I can return all properly, perhaps—I
have a mine in Mexico, a hell on earth, where you can go if you prefer
it to penal servitude. There won’t be much difference, except for the
publicity of a trial. I’ve a man there who, when I give him his orders,
would infinitely rather shoot you than take any risk of your getting
away. Which will you have?”
“Can you ask, Holland? Which will be easier for my sister?”
“Sit down and write your list, then.”
“An interesting occupation, mining,” observed McVay as he opened the
portfolio. After this for a long time nothing was heard but the soft
noise of the pencil and an occasional comment from the writer:
“A rare piece that. I parted with it absurdly low, but the dealer was a
connoisseur—appealed to my artistic side.”
Things had gone on thus for perhaps an hour when a step sounded outside
and the door bell rang. Both men jumped to their feet.
“My God, Holland,” said McVay, “if that is the police, keep your wits
about you or we are lost.”
It was a revelation to Geoffrey to find how completely, as his alarm
showed, he had cast in his interests with McVay’s. He stepped forward
in silence and opened the door.
Not the police, but a man in plain clothes was standing there.