The End of the Rainbow — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The End of the Rainbow
John Stuart Mill · en
Every few minutes the thought of his father would overcome him and he
would drop his paddle and, sinking down beside Collie, would sob aloud.
Then he would rise again bravely and go at his task, but each time with
feebler efforts. The pain in his arm, which kept returning at
intervals, was sometimes so bad he had to stop and nurse it. He was
wet to the skin now, and Collie's hair was dripping. Whenever he
rested, he spent the interval calling loudly for his father, while
Collie helped him by barking, but though he listened till his ears were
strained, only the soft lap, lap, of the waves against the canoe
answered. As night came on the thick pall grew heavier and blacker,
and at last he could not see even the length of the canoe.
The sore arm became almost helpless at last, and he could paddle only a
few strokes at long intervals. He slipped down beside Collie, hugging
him close, and sobbed out on his sympathetic head his sorrow for the
rash venture. He even confessed that he wished he had left his friend
at home. "Aunt Kirsty and Daddy will be that lonesome, Collie," he
wailed, "without either of us. But I couldn't do without you at all,
Collie!" he added. And Collie licked his face again, and whined his
appreciation of the compliment. They seemed to drift on and on for
hours and hours. The boy's imagination, fed by the wild tales from
Peter Fiddle--tales of shipwrecks at sea, and dead men's bones cast
upon haunted islands--, became a prey to every terror. There were
ghosts and goblins out here, and water fairies, that might spirit you
away to a land whence there was no returning; and there were those
other creatures so terrible that Peter had not dared even to describe
them, called "Bawkins." He shivered at the thought of them, and clung
to the dog, too frightened to cry out. He had been trying to pray in
broken snatches, but now, in his extremity of fear, he felt he must put
up a petition of more force. He scrambled to his knees and tried to
get Collie to join him by bowing his head. But Collie seemed of an
altogether irreverent nature, and only licked his little master's face
all the more. So the Lad gave it up, and, putting his hands together
behind the dog's head, whispered: "Oh, dear Lord, we're lost, me and
Collie. Please send Father and Peter Fiddle with the boat to find us.
Please don't let us get drownded or don't let the Bawkins get us. And
please don't mind Collie not prayin' right, 'cause he's only a dog, but
he's lost, too; and please bring us safe home. And oh, Dear Jesus, I'm
sorry I came out alone to hunt for the pot o' gold, but I didn't know
it was so far, and please won't you make Daddy and Peter Fiddle hurry,
'cause I'm so cold and so hungry and my arm's awful sore and I can't
paddle no more. And please, if Peter Fiddle ain't home yet and has
gone off and got drunk, won't you please send young Peter with Daddy.
And please send them in a hurry." He paused, but felt he must end in a
more becoming way.