The golden windmill, and other stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The golden windmill, and other stories
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Jim sighed, and went on trundling his barrow. Well, there it was! If the
woman he had married desired it, he must do what she wanted. In any case
it was necessary to begin to save. But with Clara he found it exceedingly
difficult to begin to save. She idled her day away, bought trinkets,
neglected her domestic offices, went to the pictures, and sucked sweets.
Any attempt to point out to her the folly of her ways only led to bitter
recriminations, tears and savage displays of temper, even physical
violence to her husband.
Then there came a day when Jim fondly believed that the conditions of
their married life would be ameliorated. A child was born, a girl, and
they called her Annie. Annie became the apple of his eye. He would hurry
back from the shop to attend at Annie’s bath. He would creep in at night
and kiss the warm skin of her little skull. He would think of her as he
pottered around amidst his broken chairs and tables, and utter little
croons of anticipatory pleasure. Annie! She would grow up and be the
mainstay of his life. He would work and struggle for her. Her life should
be a path of roses and happiness. His wife, too, appeared to improve upon
the advent of Annie. For a time the baby absorbed her. She displayed a
kind of wild animal joy in its existence. She nursed it and fondled it,
and did not seem to resent the curtailment of her pleasures. It was an
additional mouth to feed; nevertheless their expenses did not seem to
greatly increase, owing probably to Clara’s modified way of living.
Four years of comparative happiness followed. Jim began to save. Oh! very
slowly; very, very slowly. He still had less than three hundred pounds
put on one side for—that vague future of settled security. But still it
was a solid beginning. In another ten or fifteen years he would still
be—well, not quite an old man; an active man, he hoped. If he could save
only one hundred pounds a year!
It was at this point that Ted Woollams appeared on the scene. He was
the son of a manager of a Swimming Bath. On Sundays he used to box
in “Fairyland” for purses of various amounts—he was a redoubtable
middle-weight. During the week he swaggered about Camden Town in new
check suits, his fingers glittering with rings. He met Clara one
evening at a public dance. The mutual attraction appears to have been
instantaneous. They danced together the whole evening, and he saw her
home.