The golden windmill, and other stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The golden windmill, and other stories
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A shout of laughter greeted him through the door of the sitting-room.
He gripped the handle and walked deliberately in. Ted Woollams was
stretching himself luxuriously on the sofa. His heavy sensual face
appeared puffy and a little mussed. Clara was lying back in an easy
chair, smoking a cigarette. Jim did not speak. He walked up to Ted and
without any preliminary explanation struck him full on the nose with
his clenched fist. For a moment the boxer appeared more surprised than
anything. His eyes narrowed, then the pain of the blow appeared to sting
him. He rose from the sofa with a growl. As he advanced upon Jim, the
latter thought:
“He’s going to kill me. What a fool I was not to strike him with a poker!”
He thrust out his arms in an ineffectual defense. There was something
horribly ugly, ugly and revolting in the animal-like lurch of the man
bearing down on him ... the demon of an inevitable doom. Jim struck
wildly at the other’s arms, at the same time thinking:
“My little girl! I promised to look after her.”
A jarring blow above the heart staggered him, and as he began to crumple
forward he had a quick vision of the more destroying fate, the something
which came crashing to his jaw. He heard his wife scream; then darkness
enveloped him.
A long and very confused period followed. His glimpses of consciousness
were intermittent and accompanied by pain. He heard people talking, and
they appeared strangers to him. There was a lot of talking going on,
quarreling, perhaps. When he was once more a complete master of his brain
he realized abruptly that he was in the ward of a hospital. His jaw was
strapped up tight and was giving him great pain; a nurse was feeding
him through a silver tube. Two of his teeth were missing. He wanted to
talk to her, but found he could not speak. Then he recalled the incident
of his calamity. Well, there it was. He had been brought up in a hard
school. Old iron! The instinct of self-preservation prompted him to bide
his time. Doubtless his jaw was broken; a long job, but he would get well
again. At the end of the journey Annie awaited him. What was the child
doing now? Who was looking after her? He passed through periods of mental
anguish and misgiving, and then long periods of drowsy immobility. Night
succeeded day. To his surprise, on the following afternoon, his wife
appeared. She came and sat by the bed, and said:
“Going on all right?”
He nodded. She looked uneasily round, then whispered:
“You needn’t have taken on like that. Ted’s going off to America,
to-morrow—fulfilling engagements.”
Jim stared at the ceiling, then closed his eyes. Ted no longer interested
him. He wanted Annie, and he could not ask for her. Clara stayed a few
moments, chatted with the nurse, and vanished. Why had she come? Later
on, he was removed to the operating theater, and they re-set his jaw. The
shift of time again became uncertain. A long while later he remembered a
kindly-faced man in a white overall saying: