The golden windmill, and other stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The golden windmill, and other stories
John Stuart Mill · en
He lighted his pipe, and blinked at the sun. One has to have reached a
mature age to appreciate to the full the narcotic seductiveness of good
tobacco on the system, when the sun is shining and there is no wind. If
there is wind all the pleasant memories and dreams are blown away, but
if there is no wind the sun becomes a kind, confidential old fellow. He
is very, very mature. And Monsieur Roget was mature. He was fifty-nine
years old, given to corpulence, rather moist and hot, but eminently
comfortable leaning against the pile of ferns. A glorious view across
the woods of Fontainebleau lay stretched before him, the bees droned in
the young gorse, his senses tingled with a pleasurable excitement, and,
as a man will in such moments, he enjoyed a sudden crystallized epitome
of his whole life. His struggles, and failures, and successes. On the
whole he had been a successful man. If he died to-morrow, his beloved
ones would be left in more than comfort. Many thousand francs carefully
invested, some house-property in the Rue Renoir, the three _comestibles_
establishments all doing reasonably well.
Things had not always been like that. There had been long years of
anxiety, worry and even poverty. He had worked hard and it had been
a bitter struggle. When the children _were_ children, that had been
the anxious time. It made Monsieur Roget shudder to look back on it.
But, God be praised! he had been fortunate, very fortunate in his
life-companion. During that anxious time, Madame Roget had been patient,
encouraging, incredibly thrifty, competent, resourceful, a loyal wife,
a very—Frenchwoman. And they had come through. He was now a proud
grandfather. Both his sons were doing well, and were married. Lisette was
engaged to a very desirable young advocate. Of Louise there need be no
apprehension. In fact, everything....
“Name of a dog! that’s very curious,” suddenly thought Monsieur Roget,
interrupting his own pleasant reflections.
And for some minutes he could not determine exactly what it was that was
curious. He had been idly gazing at the clump of buildings lower down the
hill, whither his wife and daughter had gone in search of milk. Perhaps
the perfume of the young gorse had something to do with it, but as he
looked at the buildings, he thought:
“It’s very familiar, and it’s very unfamiliar. In fact, it’s gone wrong.
They’ve been monkeying with that gable on the east side, and they’ve
built a new loft over the stables.”
But how should he know? What was the gable to him? or he to the gable?
He drew in a large mouthful of smoke, held it for some seconds, and then
blew it out in a cloud round his head. Where was this? When had he been
here before? They had driven out to a village called Pavane-en-Bois, and
from there they had walked, and walked, and walked. He may have been here
before, and have come from another direction....
“Oo-eh!”