At length they would be found in some unlikely place, and she would take
the letter tremblingly to the light. I never knew quite how much Mrs.
Ward could read. She could certainly read a certain amount. I saw her old
eyes sparkling and her tongue moving jerkily between her parted lips, as
though she were formulating the words she read, and she would keep on
repeating:
“T’ch! T’ch! O dear, O dear, the _things_ he says!”
And Tom impatiently by the door would say:
“Well, what _does_ he say?”
She never attempted to read the letter out loud, but at last she would
wipe her spectacles and say:
“Oh, you read it, sir. The _things_ he says!”
They were indeed very good letters of Ernie’s, written apparently in
the highest spirits. There was never a grumble, not a word. One might
gather that he was away with a lot of young bloods on some sporting
expedition, in which football, rags, sing-songs, and strange feeds played
a conspicuous part. I read a good many of Ernie’s letters, and I do not
remember that he ever made a single reference to the horrors of war, or
said anything about his own personal discomforts. The boy must have had
something of his mother in him in spite of the photograph.
And between the kitchen and the yard Mrs. Ward would spend her day
placidly content, for Ernie never failed to write. There was sometimes a
lapse of a few days, but the letter seldom failed to come every fortnight.
It would be difficult to know what Mrs. Ward’s actual conception of the
war was. She never read the newspapers, for the reason, as she explained,
that “there was nothing in them these days except about this old war.”
She occasionally dived into Reynold’s newspaper on Sundays to see if
there were any interesting law cases or any news of a romantic character.
There was nothing romantic in the war news. It was all preposterous. She
did indeed read the papers for the first few weeks, but this was for the
reason that she had some vague idea that they might contain some account
of Ernie’s doings. But as they did not, she dismissed them with contempt.
But I found her one night in a peculiarly preoccupied mood. She was out
in the garden, and she kept staring abstractedly over the fence into the
unoccupied ground next door. It appeared that it had dawned upon her that
the war was to do with “these Germans,” that in fact we were fighting the
Germans, and then she thought of the Stellings. Those boys would now be
about eighteen and nineteen. They would be fighting too. They would be
fighting against Ernie. This seemed very peculiar.
“Of course,” she said, “I never took to that elder boy—a greedy rough
sort of boy he was. But I’m sure my Ernie wouldn’t hurt young Hans.”
She meditated for a moment as though she were contemplating what
particular action Ernie would take in the matter. She knew he didn’t like
the elder boy but she doubted whether he would want to do anything very
violent to him.