The happiest time of their lives — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The happiest time of their lives
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“True,” answered Mr. Lanley. His heart sank. It is not easy, he thought,
to explain to a person for whom you have just conceived a liking that her
son had aspired above his station. He tapped his long, middle finger on
the steering-wheel, just as at directors’ meetings he tapped the table
before he spoke, and began, “In a society somewhat artificially formed as
ours is, Mrs. Wayne, it has always been my experience that--” Do what he
would, it kept turning into a speech, and the essence of the speech was
that while democracy did very well for men, a strictly aristocratic
system was the only thing possible for girls--one’s own girls, of
course. In the dim light he could see that she had pushed all her hair
back from her brows. She was trying to follow him exactly, so exactly
that she confused him a little. He became more general. “In many ways,”
he concluded, “the advantages of character and experience are with the
lower classes.” He had not meant to use the word, but when it slipped
out, he did not regret it.
“In all ways,” she answered.
He was not sure he had heard.
“All the advantages?” he said.
“All the advantages of character.”
He had to ask her to explain. One reason, perhaps, why Mrs. Wayne
habitually avoided a direct question was that, when once started, her
candor had no bounds. Now she began to speak. She spoke more eagerly and
more fluently than he, and it took him several minutes to see that quite
unconsciously she was making him a strange, distorted complement to his
speech, that in her mouth such words as “the leisure classes, your
sheltered girls,” were terms of the deepest reproach. He must understand,
she said, that as she did not know Miss Severance, there was nothing
personal, nothing at all personal, in her feeling,--she was as careful
not to hurt his feelings as he had tried to be not to hurt hers,--but she
did own to a prejudice--at least Pete told her it was a prejudice--
Against what, in Heaven’s name, Lanley at first wondered; and then it
came to him.
“Oh, you have a prejudice against divorce?” he said.
Mrs. Wayne looked at him reproachfully.
“Oh, no,” she answered. “How could you think that? But what has divorce
to do with it? Your granddaughter hasn’t been divorced.”
A sound of disgust at the mere suggestion escaped him, and he said
coldly:
“My daughter divorced her first husband.”
“Oh, I did not know.”
“Against what, then, is this unconquerable prejudice of yours?”
“Against the daughters of the leisure class.”
He was still quite at sea.
“You dislike them?”
“I fear them.”
If she had said that she considered roses a menace, he could not have
been more puzzled. He repeated her words aloud, as if he hoped that
they might have some meaning for him if he heard his own lips
pronouncing them:
“You fear them.”