The Lady of the Ice: A Novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Lady of the Ice: A Novel
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"Well, then, I'll ask only one question more," said Jack, dryly. "I
hope you'll be able to answer it. A great deal depends upon it. In
fact, upon a true answer to this question the whole thing rests. Gather
up all your faculties now, old chap, and try to answer me correctly. No
shirking now--no humbug, for I won't stand it. On your life, Macrorie,
and, by all your future hopes, answer me this--was your friend--a woman
or a man?"
At the beginning of this solemn question, I had roused myself and sat
upright, but at its close I flung myself down in disgust.
"Well," said Jack, "why don't you answer?"
"Jack," said I, severely, "I'm not in the humor for chaff."
"Chaff! my dear fellow, I only want to get a basis of action--a base of
operations. Are you sure your friend was a woman? I'm in
earnest--really."
"That's all rubbish--of course she was a woman--a lady--young--
beautiful--but the anguish which she felt made her face seem like that
of Niobe, or--or--well like some marble statue representing woe or
despair, and all that sort of thing. What's the use of humbugging a
fellow? Why not talk sense, or at least hold your tongue?"
"Don't row, old boy. You were so utterly in the dark about your friend
that I wanted to see how far your knowledge extended. I consider now
that a great point is settled, and we have something to start from.
Very well. She was really a woman!"
"A lady," said I.
"And a lady," repeated Jack.
"Young?"
"Young."
"And beautiful as an angel," I interposed, enthusiastically.
"And beautiful as an angel," chimed in Jack. "By-the-by, Macrorie, do
you think you would know her by her voice?"
"Well, n--no, I don't think I would. You see, she didn't say much, and
what she did say was wrung out of her by terror or despair. The tones
of that voice might be very different if she were talking about--well,
the weather, for instance. The voice of a woman in a storm, and in the
face of death, is not exactly the same in tone or modulation as it is
when she is quietly speaking the commonplaces of the drawing-room."
"There's an immense amount of truth in that," said Jack, "and I begin
to understand and appreciate your position."
"Never, while I live," said I, earnestly, "will I forget the face of
that woman as I held her fainting form in my arms, and cheered her, and
dragged her back to life; never will I forget the thrilling tones of
her voice, as she implored me to leave her and save myself; but yet, as
I live, I don't think that I could recognize her face or her voice if I
were to encounter her now, under ordinary circumstances, in any
drawing-room. Do you understand?"
"Dimly," said Jack; "yes, in fact, I may say thoroughly. You have an
uncommonly forcible way of putting it too. I say, Macrorie, you talk
just like our chaplain."
"Oh, bother the chaplain!"
"That's the very thing I intend to do before long."
"Well, it'll be the best thing for you. Married and done for, you
know."