The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
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For it was evident that he himself understood the cause of Jael's
dismay; and he made a violent effort to drive the awful look out of his
face. So far from succeeding, however, he was forced to break out into
a frantic laugh, which echoed shrilly through the silent house, and
seemed, to Jael's scared ears, a copy of the infernal cachinnation which
was wont to issue from the bewitched mill!
"Don't mind it, Jael," he said, as soon as he could speak; "it's
nervousness--it's the reaction from suspense! Wait,--have you told...?"
"Swanhilda, sir? not yet,--I thought I'd best break it gradually----"
"Don't tell her! don't hint it to her!" He spoke in a harsh whisper,
bending forwards towards her: "Because--because he might not come after
all!" Then the mocking devil seized upon him again; and though he folded
his arms and held down his head, the unholy laughter which he strove to
suppress shook his whole body and turned his white face dark.
The housekeeper was glad to escape from the room; for she thought
Gloam must have gone mad, and knew not what insane violence he might
commit. Her first impulse was to run out and summon help, but after
her immediate panic had cooled down, she thought better of such a
proceeding. The explanation of his behaviour which Gloam himself had
given seemed, upon reflection, reasonable enough. The abrupt manner
in which she had told the news had thrown him for the moment off his
balance. It was, upon the whole, rather a good sign than a bad one,
for it showed him not so much deadened by suffering as he had appeared
to be. When he had had time to rally, he would be his own gentle and
manageable self once more.