The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
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He came on to the bridge, and Swanhilda also hurried forward. Then the
man below among the bushes started up, dry-mouthed and breathless. In an
instant he sent forth a great, terrible cry of warning and agony; but
before it could be uttered the lovers had met upon the narrow plank,
and Swanhilda had received her kiss. While their lips yet touched, the
plank, sawn in two all but a finger's breadth, broke downwards, and they
fell, clasped in each other's arms--headlong down over the fall, down
to the bottom of the eddying pool; up again, and over in the rapids,
whirling round and round, dashed against the jagged stones, bleeding
piteously; stunned, let us trust, already, but still clinging to each
other. Now the last plunge: and so, at length, with a final shriek of
heaven-defying laughter, the hungry demon of the wheel grappled its
prey. Ay, snatch at them, tear, break, grind them down and hold them
there; they are past feeling now. But not so the man upon the bank, with
uncovered hair showing black and white in the moonlight, who has looked
on at this scene, powerless to help, but awake to every swift phase
of the tragedy, losing not a struggle or a pang, realising his own
unspeakable horror and anguish, and foreseeing no comfort or pardon
through all time to come.
The wheel stopped suddenly. Jael came breathless out of the mill-house,
and shrinkingly approached the margin. A formless mass of something was
wedged beneath the lower rim of the wheel and the bed of the stream,
and a long mass of yellow hair floated out along the black water, and
gleamed in the lustre of the untroubled moon. The man on the other side
was kneeling down, and seemed to be gazing idly into the current.
"He was your brother," said Jael, sobbing with rage and misery. "Your
father was his. You have murdered him. God curse you! I wish you lay
where he is."
"Why, Jael," returned Gloam, smiling at her, "you invoke a curse and a
blessing in the same breath! My brother?--well. Swanhilda loved him and
not me. Thank God I was the brother of the man she loved; the same blood
ran in our veins--she loved a part of me in him. But why do you trouble
yourself to curse me, Jael? I ask the charity of all men, and their
sympathy!"...
I unclasped my hands from above my eyes, and started to my feet. No,
there was no one near me; I was quite alone. It was deep twilight, but
objects were still discernible: yet nowhere, neither beneath the Black
Oak, nor beside the Laughing Wheel, nor anywhere in the gorge, could I
see a trace of my late companion--of him whose last words were even then
ringing in my ears: "I ask the charity of all men, and their sympathy!"
XI.
The next morning I was down late to breakfast. It was glorious weather,
and the blue sparkle of the sea came through the open window, bringing
with it a limitless inspiration of hope and wholesomeness. It was
difficult to believe that there had ever been any sorrow or wrong in the
world.