The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia
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"I!" said Mimi; "splendor and magnificence! the court! _Ma foi_,
monsieur, I did not see any of it at all. In France young girls are
kept close-guarded. You have lived among the English, and among them
I have heard that young girls can go anywhere and do anything. But
for my part I have always lived most secluded--sometimes at school,
and afterwards at home."
"How strange it is," said Claude, "that your father should leave
France, when he is so old and feeble, and take you, too, and come to
this wild country!"
"O, it is very strange," said Mimi, "and very sad; and I don't know
why in the world it was, for he will never tell me. Sometimes I think
that something unfortunate has happened, which has made him go into
exile this way. But then, if that were so, I don't see why he should
remain in French possessions. If his political enemies have driven
him away, he would not be safe in French colonies; and so I don't
know why in the world he ever left home."
"Does he intend to remain at Louisbourg, or go farther?" asked
Claude, after a thoughtful pause.
"I'm sure I don't know," said Mimi; "but I don't think he has decided
yet. It is just as if he was looking for something, and as if he
would travel about till he found it; though what it is that he wants
I can hardly tell. And such, monsieur, is our mournful position. We
may remain at Louisbourg a short time or a long time: it depends upon
circumstances. We may go to Quebec, or even to New Orleans."
"New Orleans!" exclaimed Claude.
"Yes; I heard him hint as much. And he said, also, that if he did go
as far as that, he would leave me at Quebec or Louisbourg. But I will
never consent to that, and I will go with him wherever he goes."
"I should think that such a roving life would make you feel very
unhappy."
"O, no; I am not unhappy," said Mimi, cheerfully. "I should, indeed,
feel unhappy if I were left behind in France, or anywhere else, and
if poor papa should go roaming about without any one to care for him.
I am not much; but I know that he loves me dearly, and that he is
very much happier with me than without me. And that is the reason why
I am determined to go with him wherever he goes,--yes, even if he
goes among the savages. Besides, while I am with him, he has a
certain amount of anxiety about me, and this distracts his thoughts,
and prevents him from brooding too much over his own personal
troubles. But O, how I envy you, Monsieur Motier, and O, how I should
love to be going back to France, if dear papa were only going there
too! I shall never be happy again, I know, never, till I am back
again in France."
CHAPTER IV.
MIMI AND MARGOT.