The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia
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Claude tried to speak in an off-hand tone; but his assumed
indifference could not conceal the deep devotion of the look which he
gave to Mimi, or the profound emotion which was in his heart. It was
for her sake that he thus offered to relinquish his purpose. She knew
it and felt it.
"I'm sure," said she, "I don't know what to say to that. I'm afraid
to say anything. I don't know what may happen yet; you may at any
time find out something which would break through all your
indifference, and fill you with a thirst for vengeance. I don't know,
and you don't know, what may be--before us. So don't make any rash
offers, but merely do as I asked you before; and that is,--while papa
is here,--refrain from mentioning this subject to him. It is simply
for the sake of his--his peace of mind--and--and--his health. I know
it will excite him so dreadfully--that I tremble for the result."
"O, of course," said Claude, "I promise, as I did before. You needn't
be at all afraid."
"Would you have any objection," she asked, after a short silence, "to
tell me how much you do really know?"
"Of course not," said Claude, with his usual frankness. "I'll tell
you the whole story. There isn't much of it. I always believed myself
to be the son of Jean Motier, until a short time ago. We lived near
Boston, a place that you, perhaps, have heard of. He was always
careful to give me the best education that could be had in a colony,
and particularly in all the accomplishments of a gentleman. We were
both very happy, and lived very well, and I called him father, and he
called me son; and so things went on until a few weeks ago. I went
off hunting with some British officers, and on my return found the
old man dying. The shock to me was a terrible one. At that time I
believed that it was my father that I was losing. What made it worse,
was the evident fact that there was something on his mind, something
that he was longing to tell me; but he could not collect his
thoughts, and he could only speak a few broken words. He kept
muttering, '_Mon trésor_, _Mon trésor_;' but I thought it was merely
some loving words of endearment to me, and did not imagine what they
really meant. Still I saw that there was something on his mind, and
that he died without being able to tell it."
Claude paused for a moment, quite overcome by his recollections, and
Mimi's large dark eyes filled with tears in her deep sympathy with
his sorrows.