The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia
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His obscurity now troubled Claude greatly. He found himself quite
insignificant in Louisbourg. If he had possessed the smallest
military rank, he would have been of more consequence. He thought of
coming out in his true name, as the Count de Montresor, but was
deterred by the thought of the troubles into which he had already
fallen by the discovery of his name. How much of that arrest was due
to the ill will of Cazeneau, and how much to the actual dangers
besetting him as a Montresor, he could not know. He saw plainly
enough that the declaration of his name and rank might lead to a new
arrest at the hands of this commandant, in which case escape could
hardly be thought of. He saw that it was better far for him to be
insignificant, yet free, than to be the highest personage in
Louisbourg, and liable to be flung into a dungeon. His ignorance of
French affairs, and of the actual history of his family, made him
cautious; so that he resolved not to mention the truth about himself
to any one. Under all these circumstances, Claude saw no other
resource but to endure as best he could the unpleasantness of his
personal situation, and live in the hope that in the course of time
some change might take place by which he could be brought into closer
connection with Mimi.
Fortunately for him, an opportunity of seeing Mimi occurred before he
had gone too deep down into despondency. He went up one day to the
citadel, about a week after he had come to Louisbourg. Mimi was at
the window, and as he came she saw him, and ran to the door. Her face
was radiant with smiles.
"O, I am so glad," she said, "that you have come! I did so want to
see you, to ask you about something!"
"I never see you alone now," said Claude, sadly, holding her hand as
though unwilling to relinquish it.
"No," said Mimi, with a slight flush, gently withdrawing her hand, "I
am never alone, and there are so many callers; but M. Florian has
gone out, taking the madame, on an affair of some importance; and so,
you see, we can talk without interruption."
"Especially if we walk over into the garden," said Claude.
Mimi assented, and the two walked into the garden that was on the
west side of the residence, and for some time neither of them said a
word. The trees had just come into leaf; for the season is late in
this climate, but the delay is made good by the rapid growth of
vegetation after it has once started; and now the leaves were
bursting forth in glorious richness and profusion, some more advanced
than others, and exhibiting every stage of development. The lilacs,
above all, were conspicuous for beauty; for they were covered with
blossoms, with the perfume of which the air was loaded.
"I never see you now," said Claude, at length.
"No," said Mimi, sadly.
"It is not as it used to be," said Claude, with a mournful smile,
"when I walked by your side day after day."
Mimi sighed, and said nothing.