The Living Link: A Novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Living Link: A Novel
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As he was thus agitated, Edith was forced to refrain from asking him a
thousand things which she was longing to know. She wished to learn how
he had escaped, how he had made it to be believed that he was dead, and
whether he was in any present danger. But all this she had to postpone.
She had also to postpone her knowledge of that great secret--the secret
that had baffled her, and which he had preserved inviolable through all
these years. She now saw that her suspicions of the man “John Wiggins”
must have been unfounded, and indeed the personality of “Wiggins” became
a complete puzzle to her.
He bade her a tender adieu, promising to come early on the following
day.
But on the following day there were no signs of him. Edith waited in
terrible impatience, which finally deepened into alarm as his coming was
still delayed. She had known so much of sorrow that she had learned to
look for it, and began to expect some new calamity. Here, where she had
found her father, where she had received his forgiveness for that which
would never cease to cause remorse to herself, here, in this moment of
respite from despair, she saw the black prospect of renewed misery. It
was as though she had found him for a moment, only to lose him forever.
Toward evening a note was sent to her. She tore it open. It was from
Mrs. Dunbar, and informed her that her father was quite ill, and was
unable to visit her, but hoped that he might recover.
After that several days passed, and she heard nothing. At length another
note came informing her that her father had been dangerously ill, but
was now convalescent.
Other days passed, and Edith heard regularly. Her father was growing
steadily better. On one of these notes he had written his name with a
trembling hand.
And so amidst these fresh sorrows, and with her feelings ever
alternating between hope and despair, Edith lingered on through the time
that intervened until the day of the trial.
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CHAPTER XLII.
THE TRIAL.
At length the day for the trial arrived, and the place was crowded. At
the appearance of Edith there arose a murmur of universal sympathy and
pity. All the impressions which had been formed of her were falsified.
Some had expected to see a coarse masculine woman; others a crafty,
sinister face; others an awkward, ill-bred rustic, neglected since her
father's trial by designing guardians. Instead of this there appeared
before them a slender, graceful, youthful form, with high refinement and
perfect breeding in every outline and movement. The heavy masses of her
dark hair were folded across her brow, and wreathed in voluminous folds
behind. Her pallid face bore traces of many griefs through which she had
passed, and her large spiritual eyes had a piteous look as they wandered
for a moment over the crowd.