The Living Link: A Novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Living Link: A Novel
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“I was governess once, Edith dearest, in your dear mamma's family. She
was quite a little thing then. All the rest were harsh, and treated me
like a slave; but she was like an angel, and made me feel the only real
happiness I knew in all those dreary days. I loved her dearly for her
gentle and noble nature. I loved her always, and I still love her
memory; and I love you as I loved her, and for her sake. And when she
gave you to me, on her death-bed, I promised her that I would be a
mother to you, dear. You have never known how much I love you--for I am
not demonstrative--but I do love you, my own Edith, most dearly, and I
would spare you this if I could. But, after all, it is a thing which you
must know some time, and before very long--the sooner the better.”
“I wish to know it now,” said Edith, as Miss Plympton hesitated,
speaking in a constrained voice, the result of the strong pressure which
she was putting on her feelings--“now,” she repeated. “I can not wait.
I must know all to-day. What was it? Was it--crime?”
“The charge that was against him,” said Miss Plympton, “involved crime.
But, my darling, you must remember always that an accusation is not the
same as a fact, even though men believe it; yes, even though the law may
condemn the accused, and the innocent may suffer. Edith Dalton,” she
continued, with solemn earnestness, “I believe that your father was as
innocent as you are. Remember that! Cling to that! Never give up that
belief, no matter what you may hear. There was too much haste and blind
passion and prejudice in that court where he was tried, and appearances
were dark, and there was foul treachery somewhere; and so it was that
Frederick Dalton was done to ruin and his wife done to death. And now,
my darling, you have to make yourself acquainted not with a father's
crimes, but with a father's sufferings. You are old enough now to hear
that story, and you have sufficient independence of character to judge
for yourself, dear. There is no reason why you should be overwhelmed
when you hear it--unless, indeed, you are overcome by pity for the
innocent and indignation against his judges. Even if society considers
your father's name a stained and dishonored one, there is no reason why
his daughter should feel shame, for you may take your stand on his own
declaration of innocence, and hold up your head proudly before the
world.”
Miss Plympton spoke this with vehement emotion, and her words brought
some consolation to Edith. The horrible thought that had at first come
was that her father had been a convict in some penal settlement, but
this solemn assurance of his innocence mitigated the horror of the
thought, and changed it into pity. She said not a word, however, for her
feelings were still too strong, nor could she find voice for any words.
She sat, therefore, in silence, and waited for Miss Plympton to tell the
whole story.