The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy
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Her maid, a trim English girl, gave her a dress of white clairette
cloth, whose soft, lustrous folds fell about the slender, graceful form
with statuesque grace. She wore a wide sash of soft, white silk, tied
at the side in long, graceful loops. She was only medium height, but
the costume made her look tall, and when Betty had fastened the pearls
on the bare white arms and the bare throat, exposed by a square-necked
bodice, she--the poor working girl so suddenly transplanted into an
atmosphere of wealth and luxury--looked like a young princess, so
graceful was her form, so beautiful her face, with its glorious,
dark-brown eyes, whose dazzling light was all that was needed to
relieve the severity of her pure white drapery.
“Mother likes me in white,” she said, with a gratified glance into the
broad mirror, and, taking up her big bunch of white ostrich feathers,
called by Dame Fashion a fan, she swept out, followed by the admiring
remark from Betty:
“I like you in any color, miss. You look sweet in all.”
She went on, with a smile at the maid’s flattery, humming, as she
walked, the low refrain of a love song--then the drawing-room door
opened. She was on the threshold, a lovely, slender shape, all in
white, with a vivid face lighted by starry eyes and crowned by shining
red-gold hair; and a man had started up in amazement from Mrs. Howard’s
side, and was staring at her with wondering eyes. She did not see him
at first, for she was greeting several friends; but all at once she
heard Converse say at her side:
“I’ve brought the American author, Miss Howard. Here he is--Bayard
Lorraine!”
When they stood face to face, she was the calmer of the two. She had
been nerving herself for this so long, looking for it, longing for
it, that now, with a glad consciousness of her perfect beauty, and an
inward thrill of deep emotion, she could greet Bayard Lorraine with
a lovely girlish dignity all her own. It was he who looked startled,
disturbed. He stared at her in perplexity, as if she had been a ghost.
Fair looked at him with a smile. She could guess what made him stare in
such surprise.
She made him think of the girl whose life he had saved two years ago.
“He remembers my face, although he was too proud to ask my name,” she
thought, and it soothed her wounded pride to think that he had at least
retained some memory of her through the time that had elapsed.
But not for worlds would she have owned to her identity.
“We meet now on equal terms,” was her swift thought, and she determined
to hold her vantage ground.
What could come of it? Nothing! She was not free, and it was more than
likely that he was married. Yet a headlong fate seemed to urge her on
to know him better, to make the most of her opportunity, to gain from
this fleeting chance some more bittersweet memories to wear thread-bare
with constant usage in coming years.